MY TAKE ON LIFE AND DEATH,
AND THE CYCLES OF CHANGE (this moment) ...
WE ALL KNOW THE CYCLES OF A PREGNANCY
IN PHYSICAL ON EARTH
AND THE CHANGES THAT UNFOLD
FROM THE TIME OF CONCEPTION.
THE WAY WE KNEW OUR LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME.
THE PERCEPTION OF CHANGE WILL BE
DIFFERENT FOR WOMEN AND EACH WOMAN …
DIFFERENT FOR MEN AND EACH MAN …
FOR SOUL, FOR SPIRIT, FOR BABY(-S) BORN
OUR LIFE, AS WE KNEW IT,
WILL NEVER BE THE SAME.
TO USE A PREGNANCY AS A METAPHOR,
A REFLECTION FOR LIFE AND DEATH IN PHYSICAL,
IS A TRUE REFLECTION OF
OF OUR OWN DEATHS, OUR TRUE SELF "DEATH" FOR US
TO BE ABLE TO BE BORN INTO A LIFE IN PHYSICAL,
SEPARATED AND SECLUDED FROM THE
ALL INCLUSIVE BOUNDLESS INFINITE LOVE
THAT WE ARE,
TO BE ABLE TO
COMPRESS OURSELVES INTO A BODY OF MATTER.
OUR JOURNEY,
OUR PREPARATION FOR OUR BIRTH
INTO OUR CHOSEN PHYSICAL EXPERIENCES
COMES FROM LOVE ONLY,
A LOVE SO GRAND AND EXCITING AND BEAUTIFUL,
WE WISH TO KNOW MORE ABOUT IT.
TO CHOOSE EARTH AND PHYSICAL FORM
IS A CHOICE MADE BY STRONG SOULS;
BECAUSE OF THE CONDITIONS WE AGREE ON …
GRAVITY, LACKS, LIMITATIONS, AND
AGREEMENTS TO FORGET OUR TRUE SELVES,
TO BE ABLE TO HAVE AN EXPERIENCE
IN THE ILLUSION OF DARKNESS,
EXPERIENCING SECLUSION AND SEPARATION
FROM OUR TRUE LOVING NATURE,
SURROUNDED BY AND IN FEAR.
WE CHOOSE "TO DIE" TO BE ABLE TO LIVE
OUR LIFE IN FEAR IN PHYSICAL,
TO LEARN MORE ABOUT INFINITE LOVE AND
THE BEAUTY, THE POWER, AND THE MAGIC IT HOLDS.
THE MORE FEAR AND DARKNESS WE KNOW,
THE MORE LOVE AND LIGHT WE KNOW …
THERE IS ALWAYS A POLARITY WITHIN A THOUGHT …
WE CANNOT KNOW ONE END SOLELY,
IF THERE WASN'T ALSO A POLAR OPPOSITE.
IF THERE WASN'T ALSO A POLAR OPPOSITE.
WE WOULD NOT KNOW HOW TO LONG FOR LOVE AND HOME,
IF WE DID NOT KNOW FEAR AND BEING ESTRANGED.
WE WOULD NOT KNOW HOW TO LONG FOR PEACE,
IF WE DID NOT KNOW AND FEEL UNCOMFORTABLY
STRESSED AND IN CONFLICTING WARS WITHIN.
IF WE ONLY KNEW CONFLICT AND MISALIGNMENT
AS OUR TRUE SELF (for those who doubt),
WE WOULD NOT FEEL MISERABLE AND UNHAPPY,
WE WOULD NOT SUFFER OR EXPERIENCE PAIN;
WE WOULD BE PERFECTLY HAPPY
IN OUR STATE OF BEING
IN OUR STATE OF BEING
IN CONFLICTS AND WAR AND ABUSE AND INJUSTICE,
PERFECTLY AT PEACE BEING A VICTIM OR A BULLY,
BEING HURT, VIOLATED AND PUNISHED …
WE WOULD BE EXACTLY AS IN LOVE AS
THE LOVE WE LONG FOR …
ALL WITHIN AND WITHOUT WOULD BE AT PEACE
WITHOUT JUDGEMENTS OF RIGHT AND WRONG.
THE ILLUSION OF A LIFE AS DEAD IN FEAR
(in physical, the illusion of being cut off from love/life)
AND THE LIFE INSPIRING US TO BE FOUND AGAIN
THROUGH EXPANDED SELF LOVE
ARE HELPING US RE-MEMBER AND REUNITE
WITH OUR DIVINE INFINITE SELVES.
THE PRE-LIFE …
BEFORE THE PHYSICAL/SPIRITUAL CONCEPTION
IS LIKE A PREPARATION TIME FOR
A TEMPORARY DEATH FROM ALL THAT WE ARE …
WE CAN NEVER KNOW WHAT EARTH LIFE WILL BE LIKE
AS WE ARE NOT IN A PHYSICAL FORM WITH ALL ITS
PHYSICAL SENSES OF TOUCH, SMELL, TASTE ETC
AS WE ARE PREPARING FOR OUR CHANGE
FROM LIFE INTO DEATH THROUGH BIRTH.
LIKE A COUPLE,
THAT ARE PREPARING FOR "MAKING A BABY",
WHETHER IT IS DONE
UNDER AN UMBRELLA OF
AN EARTHLY "STATED" LOVE RELATION SHIP,
OR THROUGH A CONCEPTION, IN AN ADVENTURE OF CHOICE …
CIRCUMSTANCES DON'T MATTER
THE STATE OF BEING MATTERS AND
THE PREPARATION BETWEEN THE TWO
BEINGS COMING TOGETHER
IS COMPLETE AND DIVINELY SIMPLE AND COMPLEX …
IN ADOPTION CASES
THERE ARE MORE BEINGS AND SOULS
PREPARING AND COLLABORATING.
***
I was once told a story by
a client who came to me, who had adopted a son
that was found in a ditch in Africa.
She was of African heritage herself, but had moved to
another country …
she married a guy in her new country, but could not conceive;
she wanted a baby of the same color pallet that she was/is,
so she went
with her husband to Africa to look for their baby.
At the same time they visited a village,
where her baby boy was found the same week.
She came to me because her son told her stories
that she had a challenge understanding/perceiving.
He was 10 yrs old at the time and he told his mother
that he had to use another woman's body
because my client, his true mother, could not conceive ...
the Divine timing was that he would be left in the ditch
exactly when she was visiting this village,
so he could be found and handed over to her.
He told her that he was fully connected to her
throughout the gestation time and
just using this other woman as a vessel.
He told her things about her life during the pregnancy
inside this other woman, that he had not been told ...
and how he connected with her when the labor was
getting close to take place and informed her when
and where he would be found.
***
AFTER THE 9 MONTH GESTATION TIME,
(a divine portal / number of a new gateway) …
PREMATURE, OVERDUE … DOES NOT MATTER ...
ALL ARE BEING BORN IN PERFECT DIVINE TIMING,
WHEN THE APPOINTMENT IS MADE.
DURING THIS GESTATION TIME THE LAST PREPARATIONS FOR
THE SEPARATION FROM ALL MEMORIES OF SELF,
THAT NEED TO BE FORGOTTEN
FOR THE SAKE OF THE THEME(-S) OF THE LIFE CHOSEN
WITH ALL ITS CHALLENGES ...
TO BE ABLE TO EXPERIENCE THEM FULLY.
THE BIRTH IS KNOCKING ON THE DOOR …
THE EXPANSION OF SELF,
TO MAKE WAY FOR THE NEW BEING TO COME THROUGH …
A VERY NARROW, BUT
EXPANSIVE PASSAGE WAY …
THE MORE FEARS AND EXCLUSIVENESS
THE MORE CONTRACTION, RESISTANCE …
THE MORE IN COMMUNION WITH HIGHER SELF
INCLUSIVELY, THE MORE AND THE MERRIER
THE EXPANSION.
THERE IS PAIN INVOLVED,
THERE ARE CHALLENGES INVOLVED …
THERE MIGHT BE OTHER "COMPLICATIONS" CHOSEN
TO HAVE AND BE CHALLENGED BY …
THE SAME KIND OF EXPERIENCES,
THAT WE ARE CHALLENGED BY IN
RELEASING AND LETTING GO OF THE OLD WAYS AND
GIVING BIRTH TO A NEW WAY OF LIFE.
THE MORE WE HOLD ON, OUT OF FEAR OF LOSS,
THE MORE WE GET RIPPED APART …
THE LABOR OF LOVE CAN'T BE STOPPED AND
NOBODY BUT YOU CAN GIVE BIRTH TO YOU …
YOUR SPECIAL STRING,
YOUR FLICKER/SPARK OF LIGHT,
THAT CONNECTS YOU TO THE LIGHT AND LOVE OF
ALL THAT IS!
IS DESIGNED AND GIVEN TO YOU TO COMPLETE,
ALL THAT IS!
IT IS YOUR SIGNATURE IN EXISTENCE!!!
IT IS THE LIGHT, THAT YOU ARE RECOGNIZED BY WITHIN
ALL THAT IS!
IT IS THE TRUE YOU!
everything and anything that makes you
feel uncomfortable, scared, out of balance,
tight and not breathing, burdened, obligated,
guilty, shameful, not good enough, helpless,
powerless, in debt and guilty
before god … before life … before humans
are based on belief systems that judge and seclude and
separate you from the Natural You …
All the pain that you feel in your physical body
are reflections of your fear resistance to change
to be able to be more of Your True Self!
WHEN THE BIRTH IS COMPLETED
AND WE FIND OURSELVES
(mothers, fathers, babies)
FACING A NEW LIFE FROM WHATEVER PERSPECTIVE
WE HAVE THIS EXPERIENCE,
THERE IS CONFUSION, INSECURITIES, FEAR,
NOT KNOWING,
... WE ARE FACING THE UNKNOWN …
BUT WE HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO ACT UPON WHAT
AND WHERE OUR INSPIRATION GUIDES US
TO KNOW 'HOW' TO GO ABOUT THIS NEW LIFE …
THE MOTHER, THE FEMININE
MIGHT BE EXHAUSTED AND CHALLENGED BY
ALL THAT CHANGES WITHIN, THE BIRTH
THROUGH THE FEMALE BODY …
THE FATHER, THE MASCULINE
MIGHT FEEL SCARED AND OUTSIDE,
INSECURE, HELPLESS, NOT KNOWING HOW TO ASSIST,
EXCLUDED FROM THE SACRED MATRIX AND HER CHILD
THE BABY HAS WALKED THROUGH A TIGHT
RITE OF PASSAGE OF DEATH, SEPARATING ITSELF
FROM THE WARMTH AND THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS,
BEING ROCKED FOR 9 MONTHS
TO THE HEARTBEAT OF THE MOTHER,
FINDING ITSELF BORN INTO A SURREAL PHYSICAL FORM,
CODEPENDENT ON OTHER HUMANS TO "SURVIVE"
AS A VERY LIMITED BODY IN MATTER …
STILL MOVING BETWEEN REALITIES,
GETTING ADJUSTED AND TUNED INTO THE THEME
AND THE EXPERIENCES CHOSEN PRE BIRTH …
THE SAME WAY WE ARE FINDING OURSELVES
AFTER THE DEATH OF THE WAYS WE HAVE LIVED,
CONFUSED AND LOST, BUT EXCITED AT THE SAME TIME …
WE ARE REMEMBERING MORE AND MORE
WHO WE ARE AS WE LET GO OF
THE BELIEF SYSTEMS AND DEFINITIONS,
THAT WE HAVE BEEN LABELED BY
AND LEARNED TO LIVE BY AND
BELIEVED TO BE THE TRUTH.
WE ARE LEARNING TO MOVE,
TO CRAWL, TO WALK, TO RUN, TO FLY, TO SWIM,
TO PLAY AND HAVE FUN IN PHYSICAL WITHOUT
THE CONSTRICTING AND CONFINING
FRAME WORKS AND STRUCTURES,
THAT WE WERE INTRODUCED TO GROWING UP
AND THAT WE OURSELVES HAVE REINFORCED,
AS WE LIVED IN FEAR OF SURVIVAL AND FEAR OF DEATH …
NOT REALIZING WE HAVE LIVED IN DEATH MODE,
SUFFERING IN PAIN, HURTING, AND BLAMING, AND JUDGING
FROM FEAR, AS WE HAVE EXPERIENCED THE ILLUSION OF
BEING SEPARATED FROM UNCONDITIONAL LOVE,
UNTIL NOW!
AS WE GET CLOSER TO OUR OWN PHYSICAL DEATH,
THE SAME CYCLES OF PREPARATION
TAKE FORM …
WE ARE DYING, SEVERING OURSELVES FROM ALL,
THAT WE HAVE PERCEIVED TO BE TRUE,
AND IMPORTANT IN PHYSICAL …
WE ARE LETTING GO AND
RELEASING OUR PHYSICAL PERCEPTIONS OF SELF,
WE END MANY WAYS AND PATHS THAT WE CREATED
AND CHOSE TO WALK …
WE CHOOSE WHEN TO PART WAYS
WITH THE LIFE WE'VE KNOWN AND AT TIMES
SOMETIMES RESISTING, IN FEAR
OF LOOSING CONTROL.
AS WE LET GO,
WE ENTER THE SPACE IN BETWEEN
WHERE MAGIC HAPPENS …
WE LEAVE DARKNESS BEHIND AND
WE ARE RE-UNITING WITH ALL THAT WE ARE,
BREATH BY BREATH CONNECTING TO
ALL THAT DID NOT FIT INTO OUR PHYSICAL BODIES.
REVISITING OUR EXPERIENCES WITHOUT
THE PHYSICAL FRAME-WORK TO HEAL AND RELEASE
AND KNOWING OURSELVES MORE
THROUGH ALL THAT WE HAVE ENCOUNTERED
ON ALL LEVELS
ENDING MANY CYCLES IN ONE BIG CYCLE …
RIP
with Love and Peace,
Morayah
www.santafespirit.com
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