A MOTHER'S DAY HUG OF LOVE FROM ME TO THE ONES ...

I'D LIKE TO CELEBRATE 

ALL OF YOU

WHO ARE TAKING ON THE RESPONSIBILITY

TO MOTHER YOUR INNER CHILD AND

ALL ITS WOUNDS AND HURTS AND 

AND FREEING YOURSELVES FROM BELIEVING IN

THE STORIES OF HOW WE WERE TOLD

WE HAVE TO CHOOSE TO LIVE 

TO SURVIVE AND COPE.

I'D LIKE TO CELEBRATE 

ALL OF YOU

WHO GAVE UP YOUR DREAMS TO PLEASE,

BUT NOW ARE TAKING YOUR RESPONSIBILITY

TO RECLAIM ALL OF THEM

TO THE BEST OF YOUR ABILITY

WITH WILLINGNESS AND PASSION.

I'D LIKE TO CELEBRATE

ALL OF YOU

WHO ARE OWNING YOUR RESPONSIBILITY 

TO END 

THE JUDGING, BLAMING, AND CRITICISM 

OF YOUR PAST AND THE PEOPLE IN IT 

AND FOR ENDING 

THE BLAMING ON YOUR CIRCUMSTANCES

FOR ALL THE LACKS AND LIMITATIONS 

YOU MAY EXPERIENCE,

FOR ALL THE STRUGGLES OF SUFFERING IN PAIN...

FOR LETTING GO AND TRUSTING SELF!

I'D LIKE TO CELEBRATE 

ALL OF YOU

THAT ARE ENDING 

THE BELIEFS THAT THE OUTSIDE WORLD

IS RESPONSIBLE FOR 

 YOUR CREATIVE HAPPINESS AND JOY;

CELEBRATING ...

ALL OF YOU CHOOSING TO END THE BELIEFS 

THAT THE OUTSIDE WORLD AND THE PEOPLE IN IT

SHOULD LOVE YOU UNCONDITIONALLY 

WHEN YOU DON'T.

THE LOVE REFLECTED BACK TO YOU FROM OUTSIDE

MIRRORS ONLY THE LOVE YOU FEEL FOR YOURSELF!!!

I'D LIKE TO CELEBRATE 

ALL OF YOU

WHO CHOOSE TO OWN YOUR HAPPINESS

OR LACK THEREOF

AND ALL OF YOU WHO

ARE CHOOSING TO FREE YOURSELVES 

FROM THE BELIEF SYSTEMS

AND DEFINITIONS OF LIFE

THAT KEEP YOU IN THE SELF-DIMINISHING STRUCTURES

THAT HOLD YOU BACK, PROCRASTINATING ...

RELUCTANT TO 

EXPAND AND EVOLVE YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS.

WE ARE CONSCIOUSNESS ...

THE CONSCIOUSNESS WE BELIEVE TO BE TRUE

CREATES OUR REALITY!!!

I'D LIKE TO CELEBRATE

ALL OF YOU 

WHO ARE REALIZING AND LETTING GO OF

THE VAIN BELIEF SYSTEMS AND DEFINITIONS IN LIFE,

THAT TELL YOU TO GIVE YOUR POWER AWAY

TO THE OUTSIDE WORLD AND THUS

CREATE A POWERLESS AND HELPLESS 

VERSION / IDEA OF YOU.

THE WORLD THAT YOU PERCEIVE OUTSIDE IS NOT A 

SELF CREATING REALITY,

IT IS MERELY A REFLECTION OF YOU!!!

WHEN YOU CHANGE PERSPECTIVE IT CHANGES!

I'D LIKE TO CELEBRATE

ALL OF YOU 

WHO AGREED TO ENTER THIS WORLD TO 

EXPERIENCE 

A ROOT FAMILY OF CHAOTIC FEAR AND ABUSE,

A ROOT FAMILY OF POWERLESS HOPELESSNESS

AND HELPLESSNESS, SACRIFICING SELF TO FIT IN ...

TO LIVE IN TERRORIZING FEAR OF SURVIVAL AND DYING,

ANXIOUS AND WORRIED DAY AND NIGHT ...

I'D LIKE TO CELEBRATE YA'LL

FOR ACKNOWLEDGING YOUR INNER

SACRED STRENGTH AND POWER OF LOVE

TO SHIFT AND ALTER AND LET GO OF

 THE PERCEPTIONS OF LIFE AND YOURSELF,

THAT YOU WERE BROUGHT UP TO 

TRUST AND LIVE BY FOR SAFETY,

REPLACING THEM 

WITH YOUR OWN CHOICES OF BELIEFS

TO BE ABLE TO LIVE YOUR TRUTH!!!

YOUR OWN DREAMS!!!! 

I LOVE YOU!!!

ALL THAT IS / CREATION / GODDESS / GOD

 LOVES YOU!

SO ...

THANK YOU FOR LEARNING TO LOVE YOURSELF!!!

THANK YOU FOR LEARNING 

TO BE RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR OWN LIFE AND

AT THE SAME TIME 

ALLOWING OTHERS TO DO THE SAME!!!

YOU BELONG THE WAY YOU ARE!

ALL OF YOU!

WHAT YOU PERCEIVE OUTSIDE

IS THE RESONANT REFLECTION,

DISSONANT OR IN PERFECT HARMONY, 

MIRRORED FROM INSIDE YOU!

IF YOU LOVE IT?!

 KEEP IT!! 

IF YOU DON'T 

LET IT GO AND REPLACE IT

WITH WHAT YOU LOVE AND PREFER!!!

THIS IS YOUR POWER!

THE POWER YOU WERE BORN TO GIVE UP

AND NOW RECLAIM!

WE CAN ONLY PERCEIVE WHAT WE ARE 

THE RESONANCE OF ...

I CELEBRATE ALL YOUR LABOR OF LOVE 

AND LETTING GO(-S)

THAT LET ME AND THE WORLDS 

KNOW WHO YOU TRULY ARE,

YOUR STORIES, YOUR SONGS, YOUR MUSIC, 

YOUR CREATIVITY!

ONE LOVE!!!

much Love and Peace in perfect Harmony,

Morayah

MELVIN, THE LITTLE BRINGER OF MEMORIES FROM PAST

THIS MOST PRECIOUS LITTLE BULL,

PIERCED AND ALL, 

BROUGHT BACK MEMORIES 

OF MY FIRST PET,

 A COW THAT I NAMED MONICA!

We were not farmers,

but my maternal grandparents were

and sometimes when I was too "challenging" 

I was shipped off to their farm

to help them

 I wasn't more than five and  counting 

when it started...

Sometimes I was brought there by my family, 

sometimes I was put on a buss by myself

and told where to change buss

and where to get off ...

I remember I was always scared of getting lost

and not be able to ring the buss ringer 

or even see where it was time and place to 

get off the buss. 

Everything moved by so fast 

when i looked out the window and

I was probably 

not taking many breaths during the hour or more it 

took to get there ... 

I was bored with two "old" people

who never knew how to speak with a young person,

and I guess they knew I wanted to leave.

 They had a young cow and she

"was given to me" to keep as "mine" to 

motivate me, I assume, to come and stay for a while

without being grumpy and bored.

I remember I felt special and 

I created a ritual with my grandmother 

overseeing my sacred ritual when

naming my new friend Monica!

She looked as pretty as Melvin above

and she was the cleanest cow of them all,

brushed and massaged by my small hands all day long; 

she definitely got the special treatment.

My grandparents had 

milking (manual) cows, pigs, chicken and 

many cats to keep the mouse population under control.

They also had a BIG black work horse that as soon as 

I got close tried to kick me, glaring at me with his ears back.

He was gorgeous!!,

 but treated with a rough hand

by my grandfather, so that was how he showed up too.

Sometimes I was up on his back though,

while we were working on the fields

until one day when he tried to bite my leg ...

I felt it was safer to stay out of his way ...

he could stand in his shit I remember I thought ...

While Monica grew and became ready to 

produce her milk,

I learned to make the food for the pigs

in a kettle over fire in an open fire place,

feed them and clean their fenced in habitat,

find the eggs from the roaming chicken and clean them,

clean under and behind the cows and change the hay and

feed them and get their slimy kisses.

I also took care of the baby cows when they were born.

The only way to be appreciated was to work hard

and smile and do more than what was expected.

A perfect training for a work slave without self worth,

but I had some fun in the learning.

When my queen Monica was ready

for milk production 

I was taught to hand milk her and

became rather fast and good as I remember.

The worst part with that was getting up at 4am

every morning, Winter as Summer,

and then after all the chores in the barn

I had to drink a quart of the cow warm thick milk

with flies and hay and a layer of cream covering

as the foam on a Guinness pint.

I scooped away "the foam" and then 

I held my breath and gulped it down the fastest I could.

My breakfast of the day.

I have been a lover of milk since then,

milk products of all kinds ...

and I still am.

I guess I loved it more,

 when the the milk was cold and free from the avecs of

what the straight-from-hand-milked-cow-milk provided.

I have no allergies of any kind 

except for when toxic products enter my body.  

These days one has to pay more attention

to the pastures and the food the cows and goats are given.

 Consciously Aware Farmers,

love what they are and thus

 produce Conscious and Whole Food supply

 in its original form, to the best of their ability.

WE NEED TO BE MORE CONSCIOUSLY AWARE TODAY

 AND 

NOT TRUST WHAT WE ARE TOLD TO BELIEVE

OF WHAT WE PUT INTO OUR PHYSICAL SYSTEM.

IT IS OUR PHYSICAL HEALTH AND OUR BODIES,

THUS OUR PERSONAL RESPONSIBILITY.

 I personally support producers of 

Organic Whole products/produce,

provided as nature intended;

not manipulated or treated to last longer

 or lacking its natural ingredients of fat.

BALANCED FOOD SUPPLIES 

NURTURE AND HELP THE BODY HEAL;

MANIPULATED AND TREATED FOOD SUPPLIES

MANIPULATE AND CREATE IMBALANCES IN THE BODY

WITH THEIR DISSONANT STATE OF BEING.

with Love and Peace in Harmony,

Morayah

PLUTO - SCORPIO - FULL MOON ... A COMBO OF EMOTIONAL LETTING GO ...

INCREASE IN INTENSITY

WHEN WE ARE GIVEN A FULL MOON IN SCORPIO.

THE DEEPEST CORE OF SELF

IS COMING IN AS A BUFFE' OF DELICIOUSNESS FOR 

BREAKFAST / BRUNCH/ LUNCH AND DINNER ...

Those of us who are sensitive to the shifting cycles (not all are)

can really feel when Scorpio and Pluto

 are housing the peaking of the moons ...

It makes me excited and curious 

to know what will be on the tray of nutritious soul food

 when Pluto knocks on the door to give me his kiss of death.

Most often I have created intense releasing and 

exciting lucid dreaming or 

trouble sleeping or no sleep at all  ...

Pluto has been hovering in Capricorn for 7yrs

and stirred up the pot to say the least,

for me / all other Caps around the worlds.

Amplifying the Plutonian destruction of structures 

of life perceptions.

 During the last 3 years we have had

 the 7 sacred grand crosses

in cardinal signs affecting all of our 

cardinal relatives in the Zodiac ...

I eventually surrendered to all the losses

and letting goes of everything on so many levels 

I can't even remember any of them any more ...

Trying to figure all these changes out and why

and how to fix them would just have stressed me out.

Every single month during the cycles of the moons

throughout these 7 years I worked through

the most intricate depths  of beliefs and definitions,

that I didn't even know were 

 running my life and made me choose

from fear and for survival.

How crazy is that??!??

Core Beliefs that separate and segregate,

judge and blame, shame and punish ...

But Pluto only visits every 250th year something

so I guess with this once in a lifetime transformation,

one can just be in Awe and Gratitude for wisdom gained,

forget the pain,

 and suck it up and let go and allow

something greater than us humans to show the way.

I believe that all of us of the human race have been challenged,

some have just been given a little icing on the cake.

Because we agreed to have it that way.

Totally humbling to surrender and let go of 

trying to control the perceptions of our reality that

we were taught to keep and honor by people in fear.

Our need to control our outside 

is creating pain in our bodies, 

when we resist going on a conscious journey 

of being all that we can be.

The outside 

 can't stay the same when we begin to clean up

our core system of beliefs.

People leave, Money goes, jobs disappear, clients leave ...

the foundation of our old physical Life,

Love life and Home and situation abruptly just vanish

and we stand there raw and naked

with nothing left from what used to be our life ...

It takes courage and strength to walk the walk,

which we all have, even when we think we don't!

Did I ever miss what I lost??!!

for some reason ... NEVER!!

I believe from my experience that it is the suspension 

before the losses that is the worst like 

in horror movies when you put a pillow in front of your eyes

when you don't know how and when the lightning will strike,

you just know it will.

When I stopped trying to control what could go and

 what I didn't want to let go of, 

my perception of the transitions 

calmed down right away,

like when you take a cold shower ...

The losses stopped being so dramatic.

It actually felt liberating at times

because what I lost I had not created from my own

self love and self worth any way.

All my relations and possessions  

were created by me with the help of other people's 

ideas and belief systems and definitions that 

I had made myself believe were mine and 

trusted to be the truth and only way to live and survive.

Coming back to today's Full Moon

I was kind of curious what would show up,

because there is nothing about my inner self that is the same

as before, a new me slowly but surely

integrating into my physical body ...

Sometimes 

I think I know this new me and in the same moment

the tide goes out and what I thought i knew

moves out to return with the next incoming tide 

loaded with new insights ...

Beautifully and constantly in change,

never ever the same again, moment to moment ...

I have had strong surges of creative

ideas bombarding me day and night this last week,

some new opportunities floating in but nothing

materializing as solid matter yet, still very exciting.

Friday I started having trains of thoughts 

of creative inspirations making my night sleep challenging.

Rather pleasant though having creativity

occupying my mind, instead of the negative self talk

that used to fill every corner of my thought factory,

creating worry and anxiety especially

around the deep dark waters of Scorpion energy. 

Last night I was able to sleep for a few hours,

woke up from trains of creative inspiration moving

through my mind with the speed of light.

I could not calm the frantic flow of ideas down 

so I just surrendered and 

got up and captured as much as I could

for a couple of hours and then I could fall asleep 

peacefully again ...

Going back in "time" to recall how we used to feel daily,

our stress levels ... overly happy or unhappy ...

 same stress to the physical body,

 remembering the negative self talk and how it affected us,

we know we have changed 

if we ever doubted our shifting frequencies.

Our minds are these days receiving inspiration

for us to follow,

rather than trying to figure everything out itself

to be able to survive in scarcity.

The impact of the Scorpio Full Moon 

will go on for another day or two,

an extended opportunity to let go of all 

that makes us uncomfortable

and not feeling empowered and strong 

in our creative selves.

Listen to the whispering voice of 

Your Higher Self,

Your Higher Consciousness

always guiding and assisting you in your choices.

But You need to listen to your voice within.

DREAM BIG AND 

LET YOUR IMAGINATION SOAR AND PLAY ...

NO MORE THAN 15 MIN AND 

THEN LET IT GO AND ALLOW 

YOUR HIGHER MIND WITH THE BIGGER PICTURE

TO SHOW YOU THE UNFOLDING,

WHILE YOU GO ABOUT YOUR DAY 

THE BEST WAY YOU KNOW HOW.

WE HAVE NO IDEA 

HOW THE MIRACLES CAN SHOW UP SO

WHY NOT ALLOW THE RESOLUTION TO COME TO US

RATHER THAN WE GO CHASE SOMETHING LESS

BECAUSE WE THINK WE NEED TO BE IN CONTROL

TO BE SAFE.

WHEN YOU FEEL INSPIRED

FOLLOW THIS INSPIRATION AS FAR AS IT TAKES YOU,

THEN LISTEN AGAIN FOR THE NEXT AND THE NEXT ...

LEARN TO TRUST YOUR HIGHER SELF,

THE TRUE YOU TO 

TAKE YOU ON THE BEST ADVENTURE EVER.

REMEMBER TO ACT UPON YOUR INSPIRATION 

WITHOUT(!) EXPECTATIONS!

with Love and Peace in Harmony,

Morayah

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