WITHIN THE CYCLES OF CHANGE ... LIFE > DEATH > LIFE > DEATH > ...

MY TAKE ON LIFE AND DEATH,

AND THE CYCLES OF CHANGE (this moment) ...

WE ALL KNOW THE CYCLES OF A PREGNANCY

IN PHYSICAL ON EARTH

AND THE CHANGES THAT UNFOLD

FROM THE TIME OF CONCEPTION.

THE WAY WE KNEW OUR LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME.

THE PERCEPTION OF CHANGE WILL BE 

DIFFERENT FOR WOMEN AND EACH WOMAN … 

DIFFERENT FOR MEN AND EACH MAN …

FOR SOUL, FOR SPIRIT, FOR BABY(-S) BORN

OUR LIFE, AS WE KNEW IT,

WILL NEVER BE THE SAME.

TO USE A PREGNANCY AS A METAPHOR,

A REFLECTION FOR LIFE AND DEATH IN PHYSICAL,

IS A TRUE REFLECTION OF 

OF OUR OWN DEATHS, OUR TRUE SELF "DEATH" FOR US

TO BE ABLE TO BE BORN INTO A LIFE IN PHYSICAL,

SEPARATED AND SECLUDED FROM THE 

ALL INCLUSIVE BOUNDLESS INFINITE LOVE

THAT WE ARE,

 TO BE ABLE TO

COMPRESS OURSELVES INTO A BODY OF MATTER.

OUR JOURNEY, 

OUR PREPARATION FOR OUR BIRTH 

INTO OUR CHOSEN PHYSICAL EXPERIENCES 

COMES FROM LOVE ONLY,

A LOVE SO GRAND AND EXCITING AND BEAUTIFUL,

 WE WISH TO KNOW MORE ABOUT IT.

TO CHOOSE EARTH AND PHYSICAL FORM

IS A CHOICE MADE BY STRONG SOULS;

BECAUSE OF THE CONDITIONS WE AGREE ON …

GRAVITY, LACKS, LIMITATIONS, AND 

AGREEMENTS TO FORGET OUR TRUE SELVES,

TO BE ABLE TO HAVE AN EXPERIENCE

IN THE ILLUSION OF DARKNESS, 

EXPERIENCING SECLUSION AND SEPARATION 

FROM OUR TRUE LOVING NATURE,

 SURROUNDED BY AND IN FEAR.

WE CHOOSE "TO DIE" TO BE ABLE TO LIVE

OUR LIFE IN FEAR IN PHYSICAL,

TO LEARN MORE ABOUT INFINITE LOVE AND 

THE BEAUTY, THE POWER, AND THE MAGIC IT HOLDS.

THE MORE FEAR AND DARKNESS WE KNOW,

THE MORE LOVE AND LIGHT WE KNOW …

THERE IS ALWAYS A POLARITY WITHIN A THOUGHT …

WE CANNOT KNOW ONE END SOLELY, 
IF THERE WASN'T ALSO A POLAR OPPOSITE.

WE WOULD NOT KNOW HOW TO LONG FOR LOVE AND HOME,

IF WE DID NOT KNOW FEAR AND BEING ESTRANGED.

WE WOULD NOT KNOW HOW TO LONG FOR PEACE,

IF WE DID NOT KNOW AND FEEL UNCOMFORTABLY

STRESSED AND IN CONFLICTING WARS WITHIN.

IF WE ONLY KNEW CONFLICT AND MISALIGNMENT

AS OUR TRUE SELF (for those who doubt),

WE WOULD NOT FEEL MISERABLE AND UNHAPPY,

WE WOULD NOT SUFFER OR EXPERIENCE PAIN;

WE WOULD BE PERFECTLY HAPPY
 IN OUR STATE OF BEING

IN CONFLICTS AND WAR AND ABUSE AND INJUSTICE,

PERFECTLY AT PEACE BEING A VICTIM OR A BULLY,

BEING HURT, VIOLATED AND PUNISHED …

WE WOULD BE EXACTLY AS IN LOVE AS 

THE LOVE WE LONG FOR …

ALL WITHIN AND WITHOUT WOULD BE AT PEACE

WITHOUT JUDGEMENTS OF RIGHT AND WRONG.

 THE ILLUSION OF A LIFE AS DEAD IN FEAR 

(in physical, the illusion of being cut off from love/life)

AND THE LIFE INSPIRING US TO BE FOUND AGAIN 

THROUGH EXPANDED SELF LOVE

ARE HELPING US RE-MEMBER AND REUNITE

WITH OUR DIVINE INFINITE SELVES.

THE PRE-LIFE … 

BEFORE THE PHYSICAL/SPIRITUAL CONCEPTION

IS LIKE A PREPARATION TIME FOR 

A TEMPORARY DEATH FROM ALL THAT WE ARE …

WE CAN NEVER KNOW WHAT EARTH LIFE WILL BE LIKE

AS WE ARE NOT IN A PHYSICAL FORM WITH ALL ITS

PHYSICAL SENSES OF TOUCH, SMELL, TASTE ETC

AS WE ARE PREPARING FOR OUR CHANGE 

FROM LIFE INTO DEATH THROUGH BIRTH.

LIKE A COUPLE,

 THAT ARE PREPARING FOR "MAKING A BABY",

WHETHER IT IS DONE 

UNDER AN UMBRELLA OF 

AN EARTHLY "STATED" LOVE RELATION SHIP,

OR THROUGH A CONCEPTION, IN AN ADVENTURE OF CHOICE …

CIRCUMSTANCES DON'T MATTER

THE STATE OF BEING MATTERS AND 

THE PREPARATION BETWEEN THE TWO 

BEINGS COMING TOGETHER

IS COMPLETE AND DIVINELY SIMPLE AND COMPLEX …

IN ADOPTION CASES 

THERE ARE MORE BEINGS AND SOULS

PREPARING AND COLLABORATING.

***

I was once told a story by  

a client who came to me, who had adopted a son

that was found in a ditch in Africa.

She was of African heritage herself, but had moved to 

another country …

she married a guy in her new country, but could not conceive;

she wanted a baby of the same color pallet that she was/is,

 so she went 

with her husband to Africa to look for their baby.

At the same time they visited a village, 

where her baby boy was found the same week.

She came to me because her son told her stories

that she had a challenge understanding/perceiving.

He was 10 yrs old at the time and he told his mother

that he had to use another woman's body

because my client, his true mother, could not conceive ...

the Divine timing was that he would be left in the ditch

exactly when she was visiting this village,

 so he could be found and handed over to her.

He told her that he was fully connected to her

throughout the gestation time and 

just using this other woman as a vessel.

He told her things about her life during the pregnancy 

inside this other woman, that he had not been told ...

and how he connected with her when the labor was

getting close to take place and informed her when

and where he would be found.

***

AFTER THE 9 MONTH GESTATION TIME,

(a divine portal / number of a new gateway) …

PREMATURE, OVERDUE … DOES NOT MATTER ...

ALL ARE BEING BORN IN PERFECT DIVINE TIMING,

WHEN THE APPOINTMENT IS MADE.

DURING THIS GESTATION TIME THE LAST PREPARATIONS FOR

THE SEPARATION FROM ALL MEMORIES OF SELF,

THAT NEED TO BE FORGOTTEN 

FOR THE SAKE OF THE THEME(-S) OF THE LIFE CHOSEN

WITH ALL ITS CHALLENGES ...

TO BE ABLE TO EXPERIENCE THEM FULLY.

THE BIRTH IS KNOCKING ON THE DOOR …

THE EXPANSION OF SELF, 

TO MAKE WAY FOR THE NEW BEING TO COME THROUGH … 

A VERY NARROW, BUT 

EXPANSIVE PASSAGE WAY …

THE MORE FEARS AND EXCLUSIVENESS

THE MORE CONTRACTION, RESISTANCE …

THE MORE IN COMMUNION WITH HIGHER SELF

INCLUSIVELY, THE MORE AND THE MERRIER

THE EXPANSION.

THERE IS PAIN INVOLVED, 

THERE ARE CHALLENGES INVOLVED …

THERE MIGHT BE OTHER "COMPLICATIONS" CHOSEN

TO HAVE AND BE CHALLENGED BY …

THE SAME KIND OF EXPERIENCES,

 THAT WE ARE CHALLENGED BY IN

RELEASING AND LETTING GO OF THE OLD WAYS AND 

GIVING BIRTH TO A NEW WAY OF LIFE.

THE MORE WE HOLD ON, OUT OF FEAR OF LOSS,

THE MORE WE GET RIPPED APART …

THE LABOR OF LOVE CAN'T BE STOPPED AND 

NOBODY BUT YOU CAN GIVE BIRTH TO YOU …

YOUR SPECIAL STRING, 

YOUR FLICKER/SPARK OF LIGHT, 

THAT CONNECTS YOU TO THE LIGHT AND LOVE OF 

ALL THAT IS!

IS DESIGNED AND GIVEN TO YOU TO COMPLETE, 

ALL THAT IS!

IT IS YOUR SIGNATURE IN EXISTENCE!!!

IT IS THE LIGHT, THAT YOU ARE RECOGNIZED BY WITHIN 

ALL THAT IS!

IT IS THE TRUE YOU!

everything and anything that makes you

feel uncomfortable, scared, out of balance,

tight and not breathing, burdened, obligated,

guilty, shameful, not good enough, helpless,

powerless, in debt and guilty 

before god … before life … before humans

are based on belief systems that judge and seclude and

separate you from the Natural You …

All the pain that you feel in your physical body

are reflections of your fear resistance to change 

to be able to be more of Your True Self!

WHEN THE BIRTH IS COMPLETED

AND WE FIND OURSELVES 

(mothers, fathers, babies)

FACING A NEW LIFE FROM WHATEVER PERSPECTIVE

WE HAVE THIS EXPERIENCE,

THERE IS CONFUSION, INSECURITIES, FEAR,

NOT KNOWING,

... WE ARE FACING THE UNKNOWN …

BUT WE HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO ACT UPON WHAT

AND WHERE OUR INSPIRATION GUIDES US 

TO KNOW 'HOW' TO GO ABOUT THIS NEW LIFE …

THE MOTHER, THE FEMININE

 MIGHT BE EXHAUSTED AND CHALLENGED BY 

ALL THAT CHANGES WITHIN, THE BIRTH

THROUGH THE FEMALE BODY …

THE FATHER, THE MASCULINE

MIGHT FEEL SCARED AND OUTSIDE, 

INSECURE, HELPLESS, NOT KNOWING HOW TO ASSIST,

EXCLUDED FROM THE SACRED MATRIX AND HER CHILD

THE BABY HAS WALKED THROUGH A TIGHT

RITE OF PASSAGE OF DEATH, SEPARATING ITSELF

FROM THE WARMTH AND THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS,

BEING ROCKED FOR 9 MONTHS 

TO THE HEARTBEAT OF THE MOTHER,

FINDING ITSELF BORN INTO A SURREAL PHYSICAL FORM,

CODEPENDENT ON OTHER HUMANS TO "SURVIVE" 

AS A VERY LIMITED BODY IN MATTER …

STILL MOVING BETWEEN REALITIES,

 GETTING ADJUSTED AND TUNED INTO THE THEME

AND THE EXPERIENCES CHOSEN PRE BIRTH …

THE SAME WAY WE ARE FINDING OURSELVES

AFTER THE DEATH OF THE WAYS WE HAVE LIVED,

CONFUSED AND LOST, BUT EXCITED AT THE SAME TIME …

WE ARE REMEMBERING MORE AND MORE 

WHO WE ARE AS WE LET GO OF 

THE BELIEF SYSTEMS AND DEFINITIONS,

THAT WE HAVE BEEN LABELED BY

AND LEARNED TO LIVE BY AND 

BELIEVED TO BE THE TRUTH.

WE ARE LEARNING TO MOVE,

TO CRAWL, TO WALK, TO RUN, TO FLY, TO SWIM,

TO PLAY AND HAVE FUN IN PHYSICAL WITHOUT

THE CONSTRICTING AND CONFINING 

FRAME WORKS AND STRUCTURES, 

THAT WE WERE INTRODUCED TO GROWING UP

AND THAT WE OURSELVES HAVE REINFORCED,

AS WE LIVED IN FEAR OF SURVIVAL AND FEAR OF DEATH …

NOT REALIZING WE HAVE LIVED IN DEATH MODE,

SUFFERING IN PAIN, HURTING, AND BLAMING, AND JUDGING

FROM FEAR, AS WE HAVE EXPERIENCED THE ILLUSION OF

BEING SEPARATED FROM UNCONDITIONAL LOVE,

UNTIL NOW! 

AS WE GET CLOSER TO OUR OWN PHYSICAL DEATH,

THE SAME CYCLES OF PREPARATION

TAKE FORM … 

WE ARE DYING, SEVERING OURSELVES FROM ALL,

 THAT WE HAVE PERCEIVED TO BE TRUE,

AND IMPORTANT IN PHYSICAL …

WE ARE LETTING GO AND 

RELEASING OUR PHYSICAL PERCEPTIONS OF SELF,

 WE END MANY WAYS AND PATHS THAT WE CREATED

AND CHOSE TO WALK …

WE CHOOSE WHEN TO PART WAYS 

WITH THE LIFE WE'VE KNOWN AND AT TIMES 

SOMETIMES RESISTING, IN FEAR 

 OF LOOSING CONTROL.

AS WE LET GO,

WE ENTER THE SPACE IN BETWEEN 

WHERE MAGIC HAPPENS …

WE LEAVE DARKNESS BEHIND AND 

WE ARE RE-UNITING WITH ALL THAT WE ARE,

BREATH BY BREATH CONNECTING TO 

ALL THAT DID NOT FIT INTO OUR PHYSICAL BODIES.

REVISITING OUR EXPERIENCES WITHOUT 

THE PHYSICAL FRAME-WORK TO HEAL AND RELEASE

AND KNOWING OURSELVES MORE 

THROUGH ALL THAT WE HAVE ENCOUNTERED

ON ALL LEVELS

ENDING MANY CYCLES IN ONE BIG CYCLE …

RIP

with Love and Peace,

Morayah

www.santafespirit.com

  

   

ONE LOVE, INCLUSIVE *** ONE FEAR, EXCLUSIVE

IN TIMES OF CHANGE,

MANY WANT THEIR NEW CHANGED LIVES TO APPEAR

WITHOUT DELAY IN PHYSICAL,

AS MANY OF US HUMANS HAVE CROSSED THE LINE

FROM DARKNESS INTO LIGHT,

FROM FEAR INTO LOVE,

FROM EXCLUSIVE LIVING INTO INCLUSIVE LIVING ...

OUR SET IN STONE SCIENTIFIC BELIEF SYSTEM:

SEEING IS BELIEVING!

IS CHALLENGED BY ITS POLAR OPPOSITE:

BELIEVING IS SEEING!

LOVE IS THE GLUE THAT HOLDS EVERYTHING TOGETHER,

FEAR SHATTERS AND SEPARATES EVERYTHING!

WHAT HAS DICTATED OUR LIVES SO FAR

IS OUR INHERITED TRUST IN FEARS, 

IN ALL FORMS AND FASHION ...

EXPRESSED THROUGH LACKS AND LIMITATIONS,

WHAT IS POSSIBLE AND WHAT IS NOT ...

FEARS OF LOSS, FEARS OF NOT BEING GOOD ENOUGH …

THE LISTS ARE ENDLESS AND FILLED WITH JUDGEMENTS,

CRITICISM, CONTROLLING, AND CONDITIONAL FEAR-LOVE,

AROUND SELF, FAMILY, FRIENDS, WORK RELATIONS ETC!

THE FRAME WORK OF LIFE WE INHERITED

THAT HAS PUSHED US INTO FEELING POWERLESS,

WITHIN THE CONFINING AND CONSTRICTING STRUCTURES

OF SURVIVAL THAT WE HAVE BUILT AND REINFORCED,

AS WE HAVE CHOSEN TO WORK WITH ANYTHING 

JUST TO SURVIVE AND MAYBE BEYOND IF "LUCKY."

OUR OWN DREAMS ENDED UP ON THE BACK BURNER,

MAYBE EVEN FORGOTTEN.

SOME OF US ARE IN BETWEEN THE LIFE STYLES,

OTHERS ARE STILL OVERWHELMED IN FEARS OF CHANGE

AND THE LOSSES ANTICIPATED AND FEARED …

WHILE ANOTHER PART OF OUR COLLECTIVE

IN PHYSICAL HAS TAKEN A LEAP AND IS

EXPLORING NEW BEGINNINGS, THROUGH NEW POSITIVE

VIEWS AND PERSPECTIVES OF LIFE.

WHERE EVER WE ARE PERSONALLY,

WE ARE FACING THE CHALLENGES OF 

THE DIFFERENCES BETWEEN

LIVING SEPARATED AND LIVING UNITED,

LIVING EXCLUSIVELY VERSUS INCLUSIVELY.

AND AS USUAL ALL STARTS WITH SELF …

THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE TWO IS THAT

ONE IS REALLY TRICKY AND ALL PARTS ARE ABLE

TO MANIFEST INDEPENDENTLY;

 THE DIFFERENT ASPECT OF OUR FEAR-LIFE DO NOT 

NEED TO COLLABORATE TO COMPLETE THEIR WORK,

BUT THEY MOST SURELY USE ONE ANOTHER IN 

(ENERGY) POWER STRUGGLES.

AS IMMEDIATE AS THE RESULTS OF THEIR WAYS MAY SEEM,

THE END RESULTS ARE LIMITED IN THEIR GROWTH,

BECAUSE OF THE SEPARATION

AND THE FEAR FACTOR INVOLVED.

 THE PERCEPTION OF CO-DEPENDENCY WITHIN 

THIS EXCLUSIVE FEAR-LIFE STYLE 

IS PROFOUNDLY EVOLVED, AS WELL AS, 

THE PERCEPTION OF HIERARCHY.

THE NEGATIVE BELIEF SYSTEMS WILL TEST US

TO THE CORE TO MAKE SURE THAT WE

DON'T GIVE IN AND GIVE UP ON OUR SELF LOVE,

THAT WE ARE RE-MEMBERING TO. 

WHILE THE INCLUSIVE PERCEPTION OF LIFE

 IS WORKING FROM ONE SOURCE AND

IN COLLABORATION, NEEDING TO BE IN UNISON

AND COMMUNION WITH HIGHER SELF FOR GUIDANCE;

ALL ASPECTS OF OURSELF,

MENTAL, EMOTIONAL, PHYSICAL AND SPIRITUAL, 

ARE NEEDED TO BE IN BALANCE AND UNITED

TO BE ABLE TO MATERIALIZE OUR DREAMS,

WITH OUR  INTENTION, OUR HIGHEST EXCITEMENT …

THE POSSIBLE IMBALANCES STILL LINGERING WITHIN

 MAY MAKE IT SEEM SOMETIMES THAT WE ARE NOT

ABLE TO MATERIALIZE OUR DREAMS,

AND THUS WE MAY LOSE FAITH IN OURSELVES,

DOUBT OUR DREAMS AND GET DEPRESSED,

MAYBE BORED EVEN, ANGRY ... BECAUSE WE DON'T SEE 

THE PHYSICAL MANIFESTATIONS OF OUR INTENT,

RIGHT AWAY.

WHEN WE ARE AND LIVE THE ABUNDANCE AND LOVE
THAT WE DREAM OF,
OUR STATE OF BEING WILL FIND THE LIFE FOR US
THAT WE IMAGINE.

WE ARE CHALLENGED IN OUR PATIENCE

AND IN OUR TRUST IN THE UNSEEN,

WHEN OUR PERCEIVED PHYSICAL TIMELINE

DOESN'T MATCH DIVINE TIMING.

IT WILL DEFINITELY BRING OUT ANY EXISTING 

WEAK LINKS BETWEEN OURSELVES AND 

OUR TRUST IN OUR DREAMS.

WE CANNOT ADVANCE INCLUSIVELY IN UNION

IF WE HIDE AND HOLD ONTO

FEARS AND DOUBTS AROUND OUR WORTH,

OUR BELONGING, OUR SELF LOVE.

SO BE GRATEFUL FOR EVERY DELAY,

EVERY FEAR, WORRY, ANXIETY THAT IS

KNOCKING ON YOUR DOOR … 

THEY ARE DELIVERING SACRED MESSAGES 

TO HELP YOU CLEAR AWAY OLD STUFF IN HIDING,

UNKNOWN HABITS, DENIAL ETC ...

WORRIES AND ANXIETY ARE ROOTED

IN BELIEFS OF LACK …

THERE IS NOT ENOUGH TO PROVIDE FOR ME TOO!

SELF WORTH ON THE BACK BURNER,

EVERYBODY ELSE IS FIRST IN LINE ...

THESE TWO 

BUILD A VERY EFFICIENT FIREWALL TO BLOCK AND

NOT ALLOW THE DIVINE ABUNDANT FLOW OF LOVE

TO PROSPER WITHIN US AND IN OUR WORLDS.

IT IS QUITE ARROGANT AND DIS-RESPECTFUL THOUGH

TO CHOOSE TO BELIEVE THAT WE ARE PUNISHED

AND ALIENATED AND NOT 

PROVIDED FOR AND THUS NOT PART OF EXISTENCE,

SINCE WE OBVIOUSLY ALREADY EXIST!

WE ARE ALL EXPERIENCING DIFFERENT LEVELS OF WORRY,

DEPENDING ON WHERE AND WHEN WE GREW UP;

WE ARE COLORED BY THE FRAME WORK OF 

OUR CULTURAL/RELIGIOUS HERITAGE,

 AS WELL AS OUR FAMILY HERITAGE.

IT IS THE SAME WAY AS WHEN WE TRAVEL FROM

ONE COUNTRY TO ANOTHER,

OR FROM ONE RELATIONSHIP TO ANOTHER,

WE ALWAYS TAKE OURSELVES WITH US … 

WHEN THE HONEY MOON IS OVER AND 

THE FALL-IN-LOVE FACE IS OVER ...

OUR CHILDHOOD STRUCTURES AND FRAME-WORKS

START SHOWING UP 

SCARING AND CHALLENGING US IN OUR

NEW FOUND CULTURE OR RELATIONSHIP!

IT IS TIME FOR AN OPENING AND REVELATION

OF BELIEF SYSTEMS AND DEFINITIONS

THAT ARE MAKING US FEEL AND REACT AND ACT 

THE WAY WE DO,
SO WE CAN EVOLVE AND ENJOY LIFE. 

IF WE WISH TO LIVE IN ALL INCLUSIVE, UNCONDITIONAL 

LOVE AND PEACE,

WE NEED TO GRAB THE MAGNIFYING GLASSES

AND OUR HEARING AIDS,

SO WE CAN HEAR THE GHOST VOICES FROM THE DARK

IN OUR PHYSICAL MINDS 

WHISPERING AND CONVINCING US 

THAT THE LIES, 

THAT WE HEAR TELLING US WE ARE NOT LOVABLE,

ARE THE TRUTH …

BECAUSE IF WE ARE NOT LOVABLE AND

WE ARE EXCLUSIVE AND THUS

WE SHOULD NOT EXIST,

BUT WE DO, ALL OF US!

FOR ETERNITY ...

TOGETHER WE CREATE ALL THAT IS!

WE CANNOT ESCAPE 

BECAUSE WE NEVER SEIZE TO EXIST.

WE WERE, WE ARE AND WE ALWAYS WILL BE!

UNITE AS ONE IN SELF LOVE AND 

YOU WILL PERCEIVE YOURSELF IN NEW MIRRORS

NEW REFLECTIONS AND FROM NEW PERSPECTIVES.
YOUR WORLDS WILL BECOME NEW!

SAY NO!!!

 TO COMPARTMENTALIZING YOURSELF.

ALLOW YOURSELF TO LOVE

ALL OF YOU WITHOUT JUDGEMENT!

DEAL WITH EVERY FEAR BELIEF SEPARATELY,

DO IT THEIR WAY SO THEY UNDERSTAND

THAT YOU ARE SAYING 

"THANK YOU, BUT NO THANK YOU!

I HAVE OTHER POSITIVE BELIEF SYSTEMS 

I WISH TO REINFORCE AND GO ON AN ADVENTURE WITH!"

TRAVEL AND LIVE AS ONE LOVE, DEAR ONE ...

INCLUSIVELY …

with Love and Peace,

Morayah

www.santafespirit.com

TRAVELS AND TREASURES 8

MY JOURNEY IN A HAMMOCK HAD BEGUN.

I HAD NEVER HAD THE PLEASURE OF SPENDING

DAY AND NIGHT IN A HAMMOCK BEFORE, 

SO I WAS MIGHTY CURIOUS AND EXCITED 

HOW MY BODY WOULD LIKE THE ADVENTURE.

THE FEELING OF BEING WRAPPED UP IN A WOMB

MADE ALL MY MUSCLES RELAX AND

TENSION AND FATIGUE DISSOLVE.

MY LIFE IN A HAMMOCK!

BEING A HERMIT LOVING SOLITUDE,

I THOUGHT I WOULD BE CHALLENGED SOCIALLY,

BUT FOUND THAT I LOVED HANGING OUT AROUND

PEOPLE I DID NOT HAVE TO TALK TO 

BECAUSE WE HAD NO COMMON LANGUAGE.

A SMILE AND A NOD WAS ENOUGH TO 

CREATE AN EVERYDAY RELATIONSHIP.

THE EXPECTATIONS AROUND HAVING TO 

EXERCISE SMALLTALK ABOUT SHALLOW COMMON

NOMINATORS LIKE WEATHER,

DID NOT EXIST.

 PEOPLE CRAWLED INTO THEIR OWN COCOONS

AND MINDED THEIR OWN BUSINESS.

THERE WERE SOME GUYS (OF COURSE)

THAT FOUND TWO WOMEN TRAVELING TOGETHER

"INTERESTING" AND ESPECIALLY ME

WHO WAS SLIGHTLY DIFFERENT IN MY LOOKS,

BUT THE CLOSE INTIMACY OF 

THIS LOCAL TRANSPORTATION

DID NOT PROVIDE ANY SPACE 

FOR ANY MORE CHALLENGES 

THAN A CURIOUS APPROACH AND CREATING AN AUDIENCE

WATCHING ME SLEEP IN MY HAMMOCK.

THE FOOD WAS EXCELLENT AND THE RITUALS

AROUND FLIPPING OUT THE TABLES AND

SERVING THE MEALS WAS SMOOTH,

DESPITE THE LACK OF SPACE AND THE DETACHING

OF THE HAMMOCKS FROM THE BEAMS AND 

DESPITE LANGUAGE BARRIERS.

EVERYBODY COLLABORATED. 

EVERY NOW AND THEN THERE WERE 

CANOES  TRANSPORTING PASSENGERS 

TO AND FROM LAND, THAT WERE EITHER

LEAVING THE BOAT OR ENTERING AS WE PASSED BY.

THE POLE HOUSES BUILT FOR HIGH AND LOW WATER

ALONG THE SHORES OF THE AMAZON RIVER

LOOKED LIKE HOUSES ON STILTS.

MEN COMING UP IN THEIR CANOES ALONG SIDE

OUR VESSEL OF TRANSPORTATION TO

TRY AND DO BUSINESS WITH WHATEVER 

THEY HAD FOR SALE OR TO TRADE WITH TO 

PICK UP MOSTLY RICE AND BEANS 

FROM THE MAINLAND.

WE HAD ONLY ONE INCIDENT DURING THE WHOLE 

TIME, ALL AND ALL THREE WEEKS,

 THAT I SPENT ON THE AMAZON RIVER.

IT WAS AN EXPERIENCE I WOULD HAVE 

PREFERRED NOT TO HAVE HAD ...

A SPEED BOAT WITH AUTHORITIES ARMED WITH 

MACHINE GUNS CAME ON BOARD

AND WE HAD TO LINE UP AND BE AVAILABLE

FOR ANY UNPREDICTABLE  ACT OF CHOICE BY THEM.

I DON'T THINK ANYONE TOOK A BREATH

DURING THE WHOLE HOUR THE VISIT LASTED.

A COUPLE OF YOUNG BLOND GUYS, BACKPACKERS,

WERE TOTALLY WALKED OVER. 

NOTHING THEY HAD WAS IN ONE PIECE WHEN 

THE SEARCH WAS OVER.

I ASSUME THEY WERE SUSPECTED OF HAVING DRUGS

BUT NOTHING WAS EVER FOUND

EVEN IN THE INTRUSIVE INTIMATE SEARCH 

SO THE PARTY EVENTUALLY LEFT.

I NEVER SAW THE YOUNG GUY'S AFTER THAT,

THEY HID IN THEIR HAMMOCK WOMBS AND PULLED THEIR 

MOSQUITO NETS TIGHT LOCKED.

ALL THEIR CAMERAS, WRITINGS AND POSSESSIONS 

WERE DESTROYED AND THEY WERE 

TOTALLY TRAUMATIZED.

IT WAS THEIR LAST WEEK OF A 6 MONTH VISIT

IN SOUTH AMERICA.

REACHING MANAUS AFTER A WEEK OF 

PEACEFUL WOMB TIME, 

WAS LIKE BEING RIPPED OUT FROM A GESTATION TIME

AND BEING BORN INTO FRANTIC SURVIVAL MODE ENERGY.

HALF OF OUR CHARITY LUGGAGE

WAS PLANNED TO BE DELIVERED TO 

A NATIVE TRIBE

LIVING IN THE DEPTHS OF THE RAIN FOREST

OUTSIDE OF MANAUS.

AS WE LEFT THE BOAT WE TOOK A BUS

 AND TRAVELLED TO THE OUTSKIRTS

OF MANAUS TO A SUPPOSED TO BE FRIEND OF MY FRIEND, 

WHERE I WAS TOLD WE COULD STAY.

THERE WAS NO WELCOMING COMMITTEE

AS WE ARRIVED,

BUT EVENTUALLY AFTER HOURS OF WAITING

HER "FRIEND" ARRIVED.

MY PERCEPTION WAS THAT WE WERE

 NOT EXPECTED OR WANTED THERE BUT WE

WERE STILL ABLE TO STAY FOR A SHORT WHILE

AFTER A NEGOTIATION.

I FELL ASLEEP IN MY HAMMOCK AS SOON AS IT WAS

HOOKED UP AND NEVER SAW THE LIGHT OF DAY 

UNTIL NEXT DAY IN THE AFTERNOON. 

THEY WOKE ME UP AND MADE SURE I WASN'T DEAD.

THEY HAD ALREADY HAD A FULL DAY AND

DELIVERED THE CHARITY WITHOUT WAKING ME UP.

THIS SPECIAL TRIBE DID NOT "SOCIALIZE" 

WITH OUTSIDERS, SO ALL WORKED OUT WELL.

WE HAD A FEW DAYS TO SPEND IN MANAUS

WITH OLD FRIENDS OF MY FRIEND,

BEFORE ENTERING THE NEXT BOAT TO 

TAKE US EAST OF MANAUS TO SANTAREM.

WE DANCED ON THE STREETS,

AND EXPLORED THE CITY OF MANAUS,

THAT I FOUND EXTREMELY TWO FACED SOCIALLY …

AT THE SAME TIME SURROUNDED BY 

THE INCREDIBLE BEAUTY OF THE RAIN FOREST 

THERE WAS INTENSE POVERTY AND HOMELESSNESS

FROM VERY YOUNG AGE, 

FIVE YEAR OLD KIDS LIVING ON THEIR OWN,

LEARNING TO SNIFF GLUE TO COPE.

THEY SHARED THEIR STORIES AS IF THEY WERE

OLD MEN AND WOMEN.

THEIR VIEW OF LIFE WAS THAT IT WAS OVER BETWEEN

FIFTEEN AND TWENTY AND SOMETIMES EARLIER,

 BECAUSE THEY HAD HAD THEIR SHARE OF EXPERIENCES

ALREADY AND THERE WAS 

 NOTHING THEY COULD THINK OF

THAT WOULD ATTRACT ANY DESIRE

TO CONTINUE THEIR LIVES.

AT SOME POINT DURING THESE DAYS

THERE WAS A GUY THAT STARTED STALKING ME 

AND HE HAD TOLD EVERYBODY ON THE PLAZA

 THAT WE WERE GETTING MARRIED.

HE WALKED AROUND SHOWING EVERYBODY HEALS THAT HE 

HAD PURCHASED HIS WIFE TO BE … ME THAT WAS …

ALL THIS TOOK PLACE BEHIND MY BACK 

WITHOUT MY INVOLVEMENT,

AFTER WE HAD EXCHANGED WORDS ON THE PLAZA.

A SHAMAN, A STRANGER, FROM THE EAST SIDE OF BRAZIL

CAME UP TO ME ON THE STREET AND TOLD ME THE STORY,

AND HE TOLD ME THAT THIS GUY WAS NO GOOD NEWS.

HE INVITED US TO HIS PLACE AND THERE

HE DID SOME BRAZILIAN SHAMANIC RITUALS WITH ME

AND I NEVER SAW THE GUY ON THE STREET AGAIN.

CLOSE CALL TO DISASTER!

THE GUARDIAN ANGELS THAT SHOW UP ON MY TRAVELS

ARE DEFINITELY SENT TO PROTECT ME,

WHEN DANGER IS AFOOT.

TO BE CONTINUED …

with Love and Peace,

Morayah

CONNECTING THE DOTS ...

AS WE ARE EXPANDING AND STRETCHING

AND REACHING BEYOND AND ABOVE 

OUR PHYSICAL SELVES

FOR GUIDANCE AND INSPIRATION,

 ENABLING US AND ALLOWING US

 TO FIND AND DISCOVER AND REMEMBER 

WHO WE TRULY ARE;

WE ARE ALL ON ONE LEVEL OR THE OTHER,

 OR, SOME OF US, ON ALL LEVELS

SURROUNDED BY AND CHALLENGED BY

 CONSTANT AND CONSISTENT CHANGES

OF DEATH AND REBIRTH,

IN RITES OF PASSAGES,
 AS WE ARE

BEING PUSHED OUT OF OUR COMFORT ZONE,

OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

 OUR PERSONAL LIVES ARE BEING 

SHOWN ON OUR PRIVATE WHITE BOARDS AND SCREENS,

TO BE SEEN AND UNDERSTOOD FROM EVERY ANGLE.

WE ARE AND HAVE BEEN SUPPORTED BY EVERY

THINKABLE LEVEL OF HELP TO BE ABLE TO CHANGE,

BY SEEN OR UNSEEN ALLIES.

WE HAVE TRAVELLED 

INTO THE DEEPEST DEPTHS OF FEAR,

INTO THE DARKEST OF DARKNESS AND

WE HAVE FELT LOST AND UNINSPIRED AND 

ON THE SIDELINES OF LIFE ...

AS THE BELIEF SYSTEMS WE HAVE LIVED BY ARE

SHOWING THEIR FACES AND EXPLAINING HOW THEY

HAVE DENIED US OUR RIGHT TO BELIEVE IN OURSELVES. 

WE HAVE BECOME AWARE OF MANY LEVELS

OF FEAR AND "WORST CASE SCENARIO" PAINTINGS

THAT WE PAINT, HAVE PAINTED AS

 WE MAKE, HAVE MADE OUR CHOICES FROM FEAR.

THE BELIEF SYSTEMS THAT WE HOLD AND LIVE BY

ARE THE ONES THAT MAKE US FEEL 

HAPPY OR UNHAPPY, LOVED OR UNLOVED,

POOR OR RICH, AND THAT CREATE

OUR STATE OF BEING, 

THROUGH WHICH WE COMMUNICATE AND 

CREATE OUR REALITY FROM AND THROUGH,

THE FILTER THAT WE IN PHYSICAL USE TO

PERCEIVE OUR REALITIES THROUGH.

OUR DESIRES 

TO FIND OUR TRUE HAPPINESS FROM INSIDE, 

FREE FROM THE NEEDS OF FULFILLING OURSELVES

WITH SOMEONE OR SOMETHING OUTSIDE OF US,

HAS COME TO THE FOREFRONT.

WE HAVE BEEN TAUGHT TO PROJECT AND 

LOOK FOR LIFE VALIDATION OUTSIDE OF OURSELVES.

BUT WHEN WE ARE "KICKED TO THE CURB SIDE"

THERE IS ULTIMATELY NO OTHER DIRECTION

TO GO, THAN TO MOVE INWARDS 

TO FIND THE ANSWERS 

TO OUR DIS-SATISFACTION IN LIFE.

WHEN WE CHOOSE TO MOVE TO 

THE CENTER OF OURSELVES,

LIKE THE SPIDER IN ITS WEB OF CREATION,

WE CAN SENSE ALL THE VIBRATIONS AND DISTORTIONS

IN THE STRINGS TYING THE KNOBS OF 

OUR CHOICES TOGETHER …

WE ARE LEARNING THE CAUSE AND EFFECT OF 

BEING SUBMISSIVE AND AGREE TO AGREE

TO ALL BUT SELF, AND TO UNDERSTAND

THE UNFULFILLED STATE OF BEING THIS CAUSES.

WHEN IMBALANCE IS CALLING FOR OUR ATTENTION,

THE IMBALANCE, THAT IS WEIGHING OUR WEBS DOWN,
OUR PHYSICAL BODIES DOWN,

AND MAKING OUR LIVES WAY TOO HARD TO LIVE,

WE NEED TO MOVE THROUGH THE DOTS, 
THE BELIEFS, 

THAT ARE TYING IT ALL TOGETHER.
THESE BELIEFS,

 THESE LIES, THAT WE HAVE BELIEVED

TO BE TRUE, 
TO BE ABLE TO VALIDATE AND JUSTIFY 
AND BE VALIDATED, 

TO BE ABLE TO STAY AND REMAIN IN

THE OLD WAYS OF LIFE THAT WE ONCE CHOSE

BECAUSE WE WERE INFLUENCED 
BY OUR SURROUNDINGS … ??

WE ALL HAVE OUR OWN BELIEFS AND DEFINITIONS

OF THE WORLD THAT WE CHOOSE TO LIVE,

BELIEFS THAT WE BELIEVE TO BE TRUE …

WHETHER THEY ARE OURS OR 

HAVE BEEN DOWNLOADED TO US FROM ELSEWHERE.

IF THEY MAKE US FEEL FULFILLED AND HAPPY

OR THEY MAKE US FEEL LESS THAN WE ARE,

NOT SATISFIED WITH OUR CHOICES OF LIFE …
REMEMBER!

WE ALL HAVE THE FREEDOM TO CHOOSE
AND MAKE A CHANGE!

THE TIME HAS COME FOR US TO REALLY

LOOK DEEP INSIDE TO FIND OUR OWN TRUTH,

TO FIND THE DREAMS THAT WE HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE 

TO BELIEVE IN TO BE POSSIBLE TO LIVE.

THE DREAMS THAT WE HAVE CHOSEN TO REJECT

TO BE ABLE TO FULFILL THE EXPECTATIONS

FROM OTHER PEOPLE'S RULES AND REGULATIONS

HOW OUR LIFE SHOULD BE LIVED,

AND WHAT IS POSSIBLE AND WHAT IS NOT.

PUSHING THE WALLS DOWN ON

OUR CONFINING STRUCTURES OF LIFE CAN BE SCARY,

AT THE SAME TIME THERE IS EXCITEMENT

IN SELFIE FIXER-UPERS AND

IN BREAKING AND EXPLORING AND EXPANDING 

THE LIMITATIONS WE HAVE BEEN TAUGHT 

TO BELIEVE IN.

IT IS TIME FOR OUR TRUE SELF TO BE BROUGHT OUT! 

OUR OWN SKILLFUL DREAM WEAVERS, 

THE SACRED CREATIVE WEAVERS, 

THE SPIDERS WITHIN ...

OUR PERSONAL

CREATRIX, MATRIX SELVES WITHIN. 

THIS LABOR OF LOVE THAT WE HAVE ENDURED  
HAS PREPARED THE WAY FOR US TO
START CONNECTING 

THE DOTS OF OUR OWN DREAMS AND  

TO CREATE OUR OWN WEBS OF LIFE,

INDIVIDUALLY AND COLLECTIVELY!

THE TIME HAS COME FOR US TO

WEAVE OUR OWN DREAM CATCHERS;

THE APPOINTMENT 

THAT WE MADE

TO SHOW UP IN OUR OWN SACRED TRUTH

OF SELF EXPRESSION
 IS HERE!

LIVE AND LOVE AND BE LOVED!

YOU ARE IT!!!

ALL THAT YOU HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR!
YOU ARE IT!!!

with Peace and with Love,

Morayah

FEELING HELPLESS AND POWERLESS IN THE GROUNDBREAKING CHANGES … ?!?

AS ANOTHER CYCLE IS COMING TO COMPLETION,

CELEBRATING ANOTHER SUPER MOON

AND ITS BEAUTIFUL FULLNESS

THIS SUNDAY 8/10/14

WE ARE ALL CHALLENGED TO THE CORE

FLIPPING BETWEEN OLD WAYS AND NEW WAYS,

OLD STRUCTURES VERSUS NO STRUCTURES, 

BUT OUR OWN UNKNOWN;

REVIEWING LAYERS UPON LAYERS OF

BELIEF SYSTEMS AND DEFINITIONS AND LABELS

THAT HAVE FRAMED AND BEEN THE SAFETY STRUCTURES

FOR OUR LIVES AND THE WAY WE HAVE CHOSEN

TO LIVE AND EXPERIENCE OUR PHYSICAL …

FEARS AND BOREDOM IN OUR TURNAROUND

MIGHT MAKE US FEEL ANGER AND FRUSTRATION

BECAUSE WE ARE NOT ABLE TO SEE OUR

CHANGES MATERIALIZE ALL YET,

 BORED BY THE LIMBO.

MOTHER EARTH, FATHER SKY ARE

GIVING US TRUE REFLECTIONS 

OF OUR INNER CONFLICTS BETWEEN 

LETTING GO AND ALLOWING IN, ALSO 

REFLECTED IN THE PHYSICAL WARS AND 

DESTRUCTIVE CONFLICTS AND POWER STRUGGLES

MANIFESTING AS A RESULT OF OUR

CO-CREATIONS FROM OUR INNER STRUGGLES

BETWEEN LOVE AND FEAR AND OUR CHOICES

BETWEEN TRUSTING ONE OR THE OTHER,

TRUSTING THE OLD SURVIVAL OR THE NEW UNKNOWN,

WHERE THE ONLY GUIDANCE WE CAN FIND,

THOUGH FEELING LIKE AN UNTRAINED MUSCLE,

IS OUR OWN INTUITION, OUR OWN INSPIRATION,

OUR PASSION, OUR DREAMS …

 TRUSTING

THAT WE ARE PART OF SOMETHING MUCH BIGGER

THAN WHAT WE EXPRESS AND SHOW IN PHYSICAL.

TRUSTING THAT WE BELONG AND ARE PART OF

AN INFINITE DIVINE GALACTIC OCEAN 

OF LOVING SUPPORT.

I WOULD  …

compare it to moving around 

in a familiar big home city with intense traffic,

where all movement has been organized by stop signs,

right turn and left turn signs,

traffic lights, yield signs and rules of right goes first or left etc

Structures that we have defined as safe ...

We all know(or should so) the rules of driving, walking, biking,

designed by the laws of traffic, 
written by people believing 

they know how to design and define how humans should move …

to be safe and secure and survive, but

all laws based and rooted in fear of death and disasters … 

If we don't agree to follow these rules there are reprimands for

jeopardizing the safety of others and self.

We are defined and programmed and taught

to trust the laws of these labyrinths, guided by labels/signs

to survive in the intensity of moving from A -B - C to Z.

As humans obey and focus on every posted sign and light,

we tend to forget to pay attention to traffic and 

the unpredictable people and "accidents"may happen.

We have been taught to remove our attention and trust away

from our own intuition, our inner guidance, away from ourselves,

to instead be fully codependent and 

fully focused on obeying the rules, "written laws" of survival

and the defining self limiting labels, 

that we have accepted to follow and

obey by to such an extent that we have forgotten and

 have become totally unaware that there

is a human/spiritual factor at play …

We have turned into "sleep walkers/drivers" judging

and reprimanding all those that decide to live by 

their own conscience, reflecting our own shadows ...

light and dark …

WHAT IF …

all the power of light 
was wiped out by some form of shortage, long term …

By the light of day we would see the chaotic traffic

moving in all directions, it would seem ... 

towards us, away from us, parallel to us …

decisions needing to be made in a faster pace as we

rely and trust on the only signs working and our inner guidance. 

I bet the awareness would be heightened and

sleepiness would be gone.
To survive and be able to move and advance safely
we would have to pay attention.

In the darkness of the night with no streetlights lit,

 other than the stars in the sky, 

there would be no signs visible to the physical eye until

the last minute of a turn.

We would be forced to trust our intuition to be able to move ...

Maybe traveling in known territory would feel somewhat safe,

where we remember where to drive, walk, bike blindfolded,

but if we find ourselves in unknown blocks of our city

or our known blocks have changed since the sun went down, 

we may be in for a startling surprise …

WE HAVE FELT SAFE ...

living by other people's belief systems,

and definitions for so long that we have become 

"sleep livers" … 

We choose what makes us fit in,

what makes us be seen a little, heard a little …

not too much though, we might get too much attention

and maybe be judged and punished, not liked etc.

As we grew up

we learned to be scared of all that we are,

we learned to doubt Love and Trust fear …

We learned the backwards way ...

and confined ourselves accordingly 

to our defined chosen cultures to be born into and learn from.

The intensity from 

reactive, fear filled and over protective parents and "teachers"

growing up, formed us to become followers and 

to feel safe and secure obeying 

by the rules and signs, we were given to survive by.

We learned to not speak our truth, but to agree ...

to not startle and push envelopes,

to not create reactions outside of ourselves.

We learned to mute All That We Are to have an

experience in separation from True Self.

Fear of conflicts and fear of standing up for self …

fear of living in truth, the truth of True Self …

Agreeing to submissively agree to be less than we are,

builds up inside 
as anger and inner conflicts, 

resulting in leaving us feeling helpless and separated 

in boredom and fear,
in fear of breaking the laws of life,
 we were programmed to live by and be validated by …
Fear of breaking away 

from the confinement of ourselves that we have created

to not stir the pot and be different and special ... 

These inner conflicts and hidden angers from boredom, 

we all together use eventually to

materialize as outer wars and power struggles in our world,

so that we can see the consequences of not living
aligned with our True Self instead of 

aligned with other people's beliefs and definitions.

All the wars and conflicts in our worlds are 

rooted within each one of us.

As we make peace within, 
our perceived world will reflect Peace.

As we choose to trust Love, 
individually and all together,

our worlds will reflect this Love.

We cannot fix the reflective mirrors and thus be changed,

we have to travel inside in our own way

and find our own and personal inner conflicts,

to be able to release the frustration and the anger and the pain 

we are not willing or maybe not even aware of 

to be able to let go and allow Love in! 

Have a Beautiful Full Moon

in Love and Peace,

Morayah