Saturday, August 9, 2014

FEELING HELPLESS AND POWERLESS IN THE GROUNDBREAKING CHANGES … ?!?

AS ANOTHER CYCLE IS COMING TO COMPLETION,
CELEBRATING ANOTHER SUPER MOON
AND ITS BEAUTIFUL FULLNESS
THIS SUNDAY 8/10/14
WE ARE ALL CHALLENGED TO THE CORE
FLIPPING BETWEEN OLD WAYS AND NEW WAYS,
OLD STRUCTURES VERSUS NO STRUCTURES, 
BUT OUR OWN UNKNOWN;
REVIEWING LAYERS UPON LAYERS OF
BELIEF SYSTEMS AND DEFINITIONS AND LABELS
THAT HAVE FRAMED AND BEEN THE SAFETY STRUCTURES
FOR OUR LIVES AND THE WAY WE HAVE CHOSEN
TO LIVE AND EXPERIENCE OUR PHYSICAL …
FEARS AND BOREDOM IN OUR TURNAROUND
MIGHT MAKE US FEEL ANGER AND FRUSTRATION
BECAUSE WE ARE NOT ABLE TO SEE OUR
CHANGES MATERIALIZE ALL YET,
 BORED BY THE LIMBO.

MOTHER EARTH, FATHER SKY ARE
GIVING US TRUE REFLECTIONS 
OF OUR INNER CONFLICTS BETWEEN 
LETTING GO AND ALLOWING IN, ALSO 
REFLECTED IN THE PHYSICAL WARS AND 
DESTRUCTIVE CONFLICTS AND POWER STRUGGLES
MANIFESTING AS A RESULT OF OUR
CO-CREATIONS FROM OUR INNER STRUGGLES
BETWEEN LOVE AND FEAR AND OUR CHOICES
BETWEEN TRUSTING ONE OR THE OTHER,
TRUSTING THE OLD SURVIVAL OR THE NEW UNKNOWN,
WHERE THE ONLY GUIDANCE WE CAN FIND,
THOUGH FEELING LIKE AN UNTRAINED MUSCLE,
IS OUR OWN INTUITION, OUR OWN INSPIRATION,
OUR PASSION, OUR DREAMS …
 TRUSTING
THAT WE ARE PART OF SOMETHING MUCH BIGGER
THAN WHAT WE EXPRESS AND SHOW IN PHYSICAL.
TRUSTING THAT WE BELONG AND ARE PART OF
AN INFINITE DIVINE GALACTIC OCEAN 
OF LOVING SUPPORT.


I WOULD  …
compare it to moving around 
in a familiar big home city with intense traffic,
where all movement has been organized by stop signs,
right turn and left turn signs,
traffic lights, yield signs and rules of right goes first or left etc
Structures that we have defined as safe ...
We all know(or should so) the rules of driving, walking, biking,
designed by the laws of traffic, 
written by people believing 
they know how to design and define how humans should move …
to be safe and secure and survive, but
all laws based and rooted in fear of death and disasters … 
If we don't agree to follow these rules there are reprimands for
jeopardizing the safety of others and self.

We are defined and programmed and taught
to trust the laws of these labyrinths, guided by labels/signs
to survive in the intensity of moving from A -B - C to Z.
As humans obey and focus on every posted sign and light,
we tend to forget to pay attention to traffic and 
the unpredictable people and "accidents"may happen.
We have been taught to remove our attention and trust away
from our own intuition, our inner guidance, away from ourselves,
to instead be fully codependent and 
fully focused on obeying the rules, "written laws" of survival
and the defining self limiting labels, 
that we have accepted to follow and
obey by to such an extent that we have forgotten and
 have become totally unaware that there
is a human/spiritual factor at play …
We have turned into "sleep walkers/drivers" judging
and reprimanding all those that decide to live by 
their own conscience, reflecting our own shadows ...
light and dark …

WHAT IF …
all the power of light 
was wiped out by some form of shortage, long term …

By the light of day we would see the chaotic traffic
moving in all directions, it would seem ... 
towards us, away from us, parallel to us …
decisions needing to be made in a faster pace as we
rely and trust on the only signs working and our inner guidance. 
I bet the awareness would be heightened and
sleepiness would be gone.
To survive and be able to move and advance safely
we would have to pay attention.

In the darkness of the night with no streetlights lit,
 other than the stars in the sky, 
there would be no signs visible to the physical eye until
the last minute of a turn.
We would be forced to trust our intuition to be able to move ...
Maybe traveling in known territory would feel somewhat safe,
where we remember where to drive, walk, bike blindfolded,
but if we find ourselves in unknown blocks of our city
or our known blocks have changed since the sun went down, 
we may be in for a startling surprise …

WE HAVE FELT SAFE ...
living by other people's belief systems,
and definitions for so long that we have become 
"sleep livers" … 
We choose what makes us fit in,
what makes us be seen a little, heard a little …
not too much though, we might get too much attention
and maybe be judged and punished, not liked etc.
As we grew up
we learned to be scared of all that we are,
we learned to doubt Love and Trust fear …
We learned the backwards way ...
and confined ourselves accordingly 
to our defined chosen cultures to be born into and learn from.

The intensity from 
reactive, fear filled and over protective parents and "teachers"
growing up, formed us to become followers and 
to feel safe and secure obeying 
by the rules and signs, we were given to survive by.
We learned to not speak our truth, but to agree ...
to not startle and push envelopes,
to not create reactions outside of ourselves.
We learned to mute All That We Are to have an
experience in separation from True Self.

Fear of conflicts and fear of standing up for self …
fear of living in truth, the truth of True Self …
Agreeing to submissively agree to be less than we are,
builds up inside 
as anger and inner conflicts, 
resulting in leaving us feeling helpless and separated 
in boredom and fear,
in fear of breaking the laws of life,
 we were programmed to live by and be validated by …
Fear of breaking away 
from the confinement of ourselves that we have created
to not stir the pot and be different and special ... 
These inner conflicts and hidden angers from boredom, 
we all together use eventually to
materialize as outer wars and power struggles in our world,
so that we can see the consequences of not living
aligned with our True Self instead of 
aligned with other people's beliefs and definitions.

All the wars and conflicts in our worlds are 
rooted within each one of us.
As we make peace within, 
our perceived world will reflect Peace.
As we choose to trust Love, 
individually and all together,
our worlds will reflect this Love.
We cannot fix the reflective mirrors and thus be changed,
we have to travel inside in our own way
and find our own and personal inner conflicts,
to be able to release the frustration and the anger and the pain 
we are not willing or maybe not even aware of 
to be able to let go and allow Love in! 

Have a Beautiful Full Moon
in Love and Peace,
Morayah






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