LIFE IS MEANINGLESS UNTIL ...

LIFE IS NEUTRAL AND 

HAS NO MEANING UNTIL WE GIVE IT MEANING!

WE ARE FREE TO CHOOSE

WHAT WE WANT TO FILL AND COLOR AND PLAY WITH

LIVING THE LIFE WE ARE CHOOSING!

NOBODY IS CHOOSING OUR LIFE FOR US ...

NO MATTER WHERE WE GO, 

WHO WE CHOOSE TO BE WITH, AND

WHAT WE CHOOSE TO DO, 

WHAT WE ARE FEELING AND THINKING,

THERE IS ONLY ONE COMMON NOMINATOR

IN OUR CREATION AT ALL TIMES 

AND 

THAT IS I.

'I AM' IS ALWAYS PRESENT.

I AM THE ONLY ONE PRESENT

IN EVERY CIRCUMSTANCE I CHOOSE  ...

ALL THE OTHER PLAYERS MOVE IN AND OUT

SHIFTING AND CHANGING FACES  AND BODIES ...

MY BELIEFS AND MY DEFINITIONS,

MY FEELINGS AND MY REACTIONS 

ARE  REVEALING TO ME

THE SAME EXPERIENCE UNTIL 

I CHOOSE TO CHANGE AND LET GO(!)

THE WAY I AM USED TO DEFINING MY LIFE!

BE ADVENTUROUS AND CREATIVE!

EVERY HUMAN BEING IS HERE ON EARTH 

TO LEARN

FROM EXPERIENCE ...

THE CIRCUMSTANCES FOR OUR EXPERIENCES 

DON'T MATTER

IT IS WHAT WE EXPERIENCE AND REACT TO

THAT CAN HELP US LEARN ABOUT 

AND KNOW OURSELVES MORE.

WHAT WE BELIEVE WE SEE!

FEELINGS DON'T UNFOLD WITHOUT HELP!

WE HAVE TO BELIEVE SOMETHING TO BE TRUE

TO BE ABLE TO RESPOND WITH A FEELING SENSATION

ABOUT OUR EXTERNAL LIFE AND

OURSELF.

TO BE ABLE TO GROW AND 

EVOLVE WITH SUCCESS 

IT IS GOOD TO LOVE AND 

ACCEPT OURSELVES AND OUR CHOICES AS

MERE DIFFERENT ROADS TO DISCOVER

 MORE FINDINGS ABOUT 

WHO WE ARE,

MOSTLY  THROUGH RECOGNIZING 

WHO WE ARE NOT.

IF YOU HAVE EVER BEEN STOPPED

WANTING TO DO/EXPERIENCE 

SOMETHING EXCITING (TO YOU)

BY A FRIGHTENED FAMILY MEMBER OR FRIEND,

YOU KNOW WHAT THAT FEELS LIKE 

TO COMPROMISE YOURSELF AND AND YOUR DESIRES,

AND INSTEAD

AGREE TO HAVE SOMEBODY ELSE TELL YOU 

WHAT IS "RIGHT" AND "GOOD" FOR YOU AND

THUS TELL YOU WHAT TO DO AND WHAT NOT TO,

WHAT TO LIKE AND WHAT NOT TO,

WHO TO LOVE AND WHO NOT TO LOVE  ...

WE NEED THE EXPERIENCES WE CHOOSE

TO GROW AND EVOLVE SO

PLEASE DON'T JUDGE OR DISMISS THEM AS BAD AND

DEGRADING AND FILLED WITH SHAME AND GUILT

BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT "PERFECT" 

AS VIEWED BY OTHER PEOPLE.

ALL OUR EXPERIENCES ARE NEUTRAL

UNTIL WE COLOR THEM WITH OUR

BELIEFS AND DEFINITIONS 

TO GIVE THEM A "CHARGE" 

THROUGH THE POLARITIES OF RIGHT AND WRONG,

GOOD OR BAD ...

WHEN WE CHOOSE TO BE EXCITED

ABOUT ALL OUR CHALLENGES AND LOOK AT THEM

FROM A DIFFERENT POINT OF VIEW,

CHOOSING TO RELATE TO THEM 

FROM A POSITIVE LEARNING PERSPECTIVE,

THEY TEND TO PASS MUCH FASTER,

 THAN IF WE

DIVE INTO THE "PAIN" THEY ARE MAKING US FEEL

AND DROWN AND GET STUCK IN THE MISERY.

WE COLOR OUR LIFE EXPERIENCES OURSELVES!

WE CHOOSE ALL OUR EXPERIENCES OURSELVES!

SO LOVE THE MEANING 

THAT YOU CHOOSE TO GIVE YOUR LIFE

AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT ... LET IT GO !

AND MAKE UP NEW BELIEFS AND DEFINITIONS

ABOUT YOURSELF AND YOUR LIFE

AND YOUR MIRRORS WILL REFLECT 

THESE NEW CHOICES!

THERE IS NO OUTSIDE!

ONLY YOUR INSIDE REFLECTED

IN ALL THAT YOU EXPERIENCE!

FOR INSTANCE ...

IF YOU WANT TO MEET YOUR DREAM SOUL MATE

OR HAVE YOUR DREAM JOB,

YOUR DREAM HOME, DREAM LIFE ....

YOU NEED TO FIND 

THE SAME RESONANCE AS YOUR DREAM AND

ALLOW THE SAME RESONANCE TO UNFOLD FROM WITHIN.

YOU HAVE TO AGREE TO BE YOUR DREAM!

UNIVERSE ALWAYS PROVIDE WHAT WE NEED

TO SEE WHO WE BELIEVE(!) WE ARE,

NOT ALWAYS WHAT WE WANT AT FIRST ...

OUR DREAMS CAN ONLY BE BROUGHT TO US 

WHEN WE AGREE

TO BE THE SAME RESONANCE OF LOVE 

AS OUR DREAM ABOUT I-M-I, 

THAT WE IMAGINE!

WE ARE ALWAYS PROVIDED WHAT WE NEED 

IN ABUNDANCE!

with Love and Peace in Perfect Harmony,

Morayah

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DRIVING FOR THE FIRST TIME ....

I REMEMBER 

driving for the first time by my self

after I got my driver's license ...

Do You??

I felt like I was in a frenzy of a flash flood 

of experiences,

all able to take me to hell and back ...

It was scary...

clutch, finding the gears, 

paying attention to all the traffic signs,

finding which streets to turn and what lane to be in,

turn lights, breaks, rear view mirrors, 

other people's cars and ways, speed limits and

my own speed, ice, snow, rain, sun ... 

all providing different circumstances 

in how to drive responsibly ...

Trusting my own intuition was all I had!

How fast we move in unknown terrains 

needs to be related to the circumstances, our intuition,

and our own skills from what we know from experience.

It was Overwhelming to say the least,

especially since I chose to get my drivers license 

on the other side of 30,

 so I had more of a sense (than a younger person)

what could/might go wrong and 

how fast my experience could shift and change

if I didn't pay attention to all the different aspects

in traffic including 

other driver's possible lacks of skills and attention span.

When we upgrade our knowledge and understanding

of a new skill in how we want to live life,

many of us might believe we know it all

and that the driving will be easy ...

Being behind the staring wheel in charge of the driving

is a learning process(!) before it becomes automatic.

We can read all the books handed to us

but without choosing to fully experience life first hand,

through trial and error,

we won't really know anything

about cause and effect,

choosing one side before the other.

Being overprotective and controlling of children 

is robbing them of their needed life experiences.

A parent has accepted a responsibility and

 a privilege to lovingly oversee

a child's curiosity and adventures to explore life,

not to control every move they choose;

 rather redirect or stand close by their side as needed 

in their life exploration ...

Showing the young one that we trust

their learning experiences to understand more

about the options of 

their healthy successful choices 

versus the polar opposite ones available, 

helps them develop a strong inner intuition 

to know the consequences of positive/ negative choices.

We cannot make healthy choices

 if we don't know both sides of the fence ...

Small children small challenges,

big children big challenges!

Humans who have grown up being told

what to do, how to do, what to like, what is wrong,

what is right, who to be, what to look like ... to fit in ...

are lost in life and are profoundly disconnected 

from their own intuitive gut feelings of 

what is right or wrong for them.

We all have different paths to walk so we all have

different choices that we need to make to take us forward

on our own choice of life path.

Most humans tend to still live 

by rules and beliefs and definitions,

that we were taught and trained to trust and rely on 

for survival.

We hang onto them like cliff hangers in fear of dying.

When we don't know how to trust our own inner self

we rely on the outside to tell us what to do and be ...

we listen and obey by the rules we have been/are given

rather than seek and find our own.

We live disconnected from our own truth and our own bodies,

that are our only source of true guidance to 

a healthy life style and to succeed in living our dreams.

The rules and beliefs we have inherited and stolen 

from beings in our past have taught us to turn our backs

away from our True Inner Self guidance.

When babies are born,

most are rewarded for making their parents 

proud and happy, and

 reprimanded if the baby is making them feel shame and guilt.

As new borns we are emotionally One 

with our mothers for 18 months,

we feel what they feel, we know what they think ...

When babies don't behave and grow as "they should"

parents feel fear, feel guilt, feel shame etc etc

Babies, toddlers, children

scan everything, this is how we learn to 

behave and please and ask the outside for guidance,

to make the outside smile back at us.

We want our parents to be happy and proud of us ... 

This doesn't make us happy as we grow and mature.

We keep doing it out of fear for not fitting in, not surviving ...

while we at the same time are deeply unhappy and lonely inside.

It may feel like we have a black hole within 

and we may feel like we are lost in the darkness of it.

We keep looking outside for help and assistance to 

fill this empty dark space like we were trained to do,

and blaming the outside for our failing efforts ...

The only way to illuminate this dark tunnel inside

is to go within!

The emptiness cannot be fulfilled from the outside,

if you choose to pull from outside

 you will fill the space with a stranger,

someone who will most likely leave the space when he/she wants to;

 Only You can fill You with You!

We need to seek and find and 

decipher the beliefs and definitions

that make our perception of life so filled 

with fear and loneliness and lack of Joy.

What are the beliefs that we believe to be true

that are driving our car and

that are convincing us to make the same choices

over and over and over again

expecting new different fulfilling results ...

Choosing Groundhog-day for ever.

Learning to live Life in a New Way is a Process!

Not a hard and difficult process, 

just a process!

We can choose between struggling and effortless life styles,

which one are you attracted to??

which one do you choose??!!

When We find the beliefs and definitions

 that do not serve our highest dreams any more,

our True Process is to make new and different choices

to be able to change the outcome of our life.

Choose to be unconditional in Loving You and 

Your Life will shift direction!

Nobody but You can experience that process for You. 

Practice makes good, 

through learning by doing! 

Use other people for inspiration 

rather than to have them tell you what to do ...

we have all done that and we all know how that doesn't work.

You can only do You!

everybody else is taken!

with Love and Peace in Perfect Harmony,

Morayah

GUILT BACKWARDS!

I over-heard an interesting comment

from a stranger the other week and 

loved the message in it ...

"When we feel guilty, 

there is something good in it for us,

related to our True Path ... 

  Go For It ...!!!"

We have been trained to believe

that we are guilty of wrong doing,

that we egoistic / selfish

 if we follow our own desires and dreams!

Entering our earth experiences

we were given a gift of assistance

through feeling sensations of guilt 

to guide us in knowing "right from wrong" personally,

so we would learn how to

 stay on our own sacred path of experiences and themes.

What happened with these feelings of guilt

was that they ended up being used as  "tools"

for manipulation to make us deplete ourselves 

in self sacrifice and focus on the outside, rather than

follow our own inner passion and dreams.

We learned to obey by comments like

"shame on You ...!"

"You are guilty of ...!"

" You need to be punished ...!"

expressed by self-righteous (scared to be wrong)

and judgmental humans needing to be in control.

Most often we have accepted 

these programs and games of "rights and wrongs" 

created and decided by others,

 as real and self-limiting rules of life.

Victim consciousness trying to survive by pleasing.

As soon as we, 

as young ones chose an experience to learn from, 

to understand cause and effect,

that others did not approve of out of fear,

we were judged and made feel guilty and 

were labelled as wrong doers.

All in good faith, derived

from inherited beliefs and definitions of living in fear.

How can we grow and evolve if don't have experiences

and are allowed to "judge for ourselves"

 what is right or wrong for us,

without other humans getting involved 

with their self-righteousness and 

pretentious self importance?!

This is where we all ended up living backwards ...

Most of us feel guilty 

when we do things for ourselves,

when we dare to follow our own inner guidance,

and thus many of us tend to leave our own desires and

move out from our own hearts and 

instead follow what others want us to do and be,

so all the others get a chance 

"to be happy and feel important."

We turn into working "bank accounts" of energy;

always spending, 

wasting our precious energy to fulfill other people's needs.

The Consequence to this sacrifice is

if something goes wrong, according to the other person's opinion,

 we end up being the guilty ones.

In our efforts to Please and 

Earn to be Loved and Validated

we take away the other person's birth right to learn

through his/her choices!

Plain and simple this teaches us  

"to live! and let live!" 

We don't really know what others need for their growth,

so when we project onto them what we ourselves would like,

we get blamed and made the cause of "the problem unfolding."

When we Love another the way we want to be Loved ...

we tend to forget to

 Love them the way they want to be Loved!

We cannot really Love another before 

We Know How to Love Ourselves.

Don't put demands on others to Love You,

before You know How to Love YourSelf 

without judgement!

Don't Judge other People's Dreams

if You don't allow Yourself to Live Your Own Dreams!

Love and Know Thyself Unconditionally!

then the rest takes care of itself ...

with Love and Peace in harmony,

Morayah

REALIZING ALL THE CHANGES WITHIN

Learning that ALL CHANGES start within

has been profound for all of us

 in learning to shift the realities we are perceiving;

whether they look different or not

to our physical eye of logic and reasoning,

looking at life from a linear time perspective.

Circumstances don't matter ...

Your State of Being Matters!

We have learned ...

about the delusion of perception 

that our physical eye can provide us,

if we keep relying on our outside "reality" 

to guide us with its smoky and scary mirrors.

We have learned ...

to own and be responsible

 for what we perceive through what we experience,

rather than blame and point fingers at the mirrors,

merely playing out our state of being 

on our own personal movie screens, 

to be able to change and shift the actors and the staging,

when we don't like what is taking place before our eyes.

We have learned to not waste our precious time

 trying to change our appearance cleaning the mirrors

the mornings we wake up frowning and 

and discover we are having a bad hair day ... 

We have learned ...

when we point finger at the mirrors 

we solely point finger at ourselves!

What we perceive is 

what we believe and define ourselves and Life to be  ...

We know,

There is no outside only our inside reflected!

We know, 

that there is solely one existing neutral energy, 

one All That Is;

experiencing itself in physical form on Earth

from an infinite number of diverse multidimensional perspectives

 to be explored on the deepest of levels

for All That Is to know Itself more! 

ALL IS ONE ... ONE IS ALL!

We know,

that we are a sacred part of this energy,

no matter what label we choose to give our existence,

whatever we choose to call the artist, the creator 

and the artistry created.

We know now,

that the only way we can have an experience in physical

is through our belief systems and definitions

allowing us to feel and experience.

We know,

that without our belief systems and definitions

there are no feelings to be felt.

To be able to feel,

we need to believe and define something to be true!

The same way as when we hear a foreign language ...

We have no emotional relation to what we hear;

 no beliefs or definitions 

to charge and help us in having an emotional reaction 

to what is expressed ... 

What we hear are

plain letters, syllables, words, sentences, stories ...

sounds without meaning ...

until somebody translates it into a language we know

and our belief systems and definitions, validations, 

inherited and learned,

are kicking in and we interpret the stories told

with our innate inner knowing,

whether it be our own or 

through our trained and taught cultural domestic knowing.

WE ARE LEARNING

THE IMPORTANCE OF "KNOWING THYSELF"...

BE YOU!!!

EVERYBODY ELSE IS TAKEN!

We know,

that without knowing our True Personal Self,

THE ONE AND ONLY SELF, 

that we are behind all the beliefs and definitions

that we inherited and were taught to live and be validated by,

we will spinn around in the same spirals of life perception,

living and thriving ... 

blindfolded, blaming and pointing finger at the mirrors,

reflecting our State of Being.

We have learned 

the sacred purpose for these dense filters,

 that we were given to live by,

distorting our perception of all the personal movies

 about ourselves and our Earth reality experiences.

Without these filters of beliefs and definitions of being unloved,

we would not have been able to experience any of the ideas of 

separation,

segregation, survival,

 fear of not belonging, power over and under and

living the idea of being outcasts 

struggling and trying to make it through life

on our own in the nightmares of betrayal and deception.

We would not have been able to 

convince ourselves that there is nothing beyond the physical life

our physical eyes can see;

we would not have been able to believe firmly that

after this physical life there is only death and nothing but darkness ...

not realizing that our earth life experiences (for aeons)

are and have been the bottomless darkness we fear, have feared ...

as we have been living in the illusion of being disconnected from

and not worthy of being and belonging to

 the Infinite Love that we are made of ....

NOW WHEN WE KNOW 

OUR FILTERS AND THEIR SOUL PURPOSE ...

how they have distorted our perception for a Sacred Purpose

we can also remove them ...

like removing and changing and shifting 

the filters and the lenses on a camera to consciously

be able to experience what we prefer and desire!

When we choose with our conscious awareness, 

because we know Who We Truly Are behind the Camera,

we get to experience and learn from what we prefer 

without judgement!

Create Your Own Movie on Earth 

as a Spiritual Consciousness in Physical Form ...

ENJOY YOUR EXPERIENCES!

with Love and Peace in Harmony,

Morayah

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A MOTHER'S DAY HUG OF LOVE FROM ME TO THE ONES ...

I'D LIKE TO CELEBRATE 

ALL OF YOU

WHO ARE TAKING ON THE RESPONSIBILITY

TO MOTHER YOUR INNER CHILD AND

ALL ITS WOUNDS AND HURTS AND 

AND FREEING YOURSELVES FROM BELIEVING IN

THE STORIES OF HOW WE WERE TOLD

WE HAVE TO CHOOSE TO LIVE 

TO SURVIVE AND COPE.

I'D LIKE TO CELEBRATE 

ALL OF YOU

WHO GAVE UP YOUR DREAMS TO PLEASE,

BUT NOW ARE TAKING YOUR RESPONSIBILITY

TO RECLAIM ALL OF THEM

TO THE BEST OF YOUR ABILITY

WITH WILLINGNESS AND PASSION.

I'D LIKE TO CELEBRATE

ALL OF YOU

WHO ARE OWNING YOUR RESPONSIBILITY 

TO END 

THE JUDGING, BLAMING, AND CRITICISM 

OF YOUR PAST AND THE PEOPLE IN IT 

AND FOR ENDING 

THE BLAMING ON YOUR CIRCUMSTANCES

FOR ALL THE LACKS AND LIMITATIONS 

YOU MAY EXPERIENCE,

FOR ALL THE STRUGGLES OF SUFFERING IN PAIN...

FOR LETTING GO AND TRUSTING SELF!

I'D LIKE TO CELEBRATE 

ALL OF YOU

THAT ARE ENDING 

THE BELIEFS THAT THE OUTSIDE WORLD

IS RESPONSIBLE FOR 

 YOUR CREATIVE HAPPINESS AND JOY;

CELEBRATING ...

ALL OF YOU CHOOSING TO END THE BELIEFS 

THAT THE OUTSIDE WORLD AND THE PEOPLE IN IT

SHOULD LOVE YOU UNCONDITIONALLY 

WHEN YOU DON'T.

THE LOVE REFLECTED BACK TO YOU FROM OUTSIDE

MIRRORS ONLY THE LOVE YOU FEEL FOR YOURSELF!!!

I'D LIKE TO CELEBRATE 

ALL OF YOU

WHO CHOOSE TO OWN YOUR HAPPINESS

OR LACK THEREOF

AND ALL OF YOU WHO

ARE CHOOSING TO FREE YOURSELVES 

FROM THE BELIEF SYSTEMS

AND DEFINITIONS OF LIFE

THAT KEEP YOU IN THE SELF-DIMINISHING STRUCTURES

THAT HOLD YOU BACK, PROCRASTINATING ...

RELUCTANT TO 

EXPAND AND EVOLVE YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS.

WE ARE CONSCIOUSNESS ...

THE CONSCIOUSNESS WE BELIEVE TO BE TRUE

CREATES OUR REALITY!!!

I'D LIKE TO CELEBRATE

ALL OF YOU 

WHO ARE REALIZING AND LETTING GO OF

THE VAIN BELIEF SYSTEMS AND DEFINITIONS IN LIFE,

THAT TELL YOU TO GIVE YOUR POWER AWAY

TO THE OUTSIDE WORLD AND THUS

CREATE A POWERLESS AND HELPLESS 

VERSION / IDEA OF YOU.

THE WORLD THAT YOU PERCEIVE OUTSIDE IS NOT A 

SELF CREATING REALITY,

IT IS MERELY A REFLECTION OF YOU!!!

WHEN YOU CHANGE PERSPECTIVE IT CHANGES!

I'D LIKE TO CELEBRATE

ALL OF YOU 

WHO AGREED TO ENTER THIS WORLD TO 

EXPERIENCE 

A ROOT FAMILY OF CHAOTIC FEAR AND ABUSE,

A ROOT FAMILY OF POWERLESS HOPELESSNESS

AND HELPLESSNESS, SACRIFICING SELF TO FIT IN ...

TO LIVE IN TERRORIZING FEAR OF SURVIVAL AND DYING,

ANXIOUS AND WORRIED DAY AND NIGHT ...

I'D LIKE TO CELEBRATE YA'LL

FOR ACKNOWLEDGING YOUR INNER

SACRED STRENGTH AND POWER OF LOVE

TO SHIFT AND ALTER AND LET GO OF

 THE PERCEPTIONS OF LIFE AND YOURSELF,

THAT YOU WERE BROUGHT UP TO 

TRUST AND LIVE BY FOR SAFETY,

REPLACING THEM 

WITH YOUR OWN CHOICES OF BELIEFS

TO BE ABLE TO LIVE YOUR TRUTH!!!

YOUR OWN DREAMS!!!! 

I LOVE YOU!!!

ALL THAT IS / CREATION / GODDESS / GOD

 LOVES YOU!

SO ...

THANK YOU FOR LEARNING TO LOVE YOURSELF!!!

THANK YOU FOR LEARNING 

TO BE RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR OWN LIFE AND

AT THE SAME TIME 

ALLOWING OTHERS TO DO THE SAME!!!

YOU BELONG THE WAY YOU ARE!

ALL OF YOU!

WHAT YOU PERCEIVE OUTSIDE

IS THE RESONANT REFLECTION,

DISSONANT OR IN PERFECT HARMONY, 

MIRRORED FROM INSIDE YOU!

IF YOU LOVE IT?!

 KEEP IT!! 

IF YOU DON'T 

LET IT GO AND REPLACE IT

WITH WHAT YOU LOVE AND PREFER!!!

THIS IS YOUR POWER!

THE POWER YOU WERE BORN TO GIVE UP

AND NOW RECLAIM!

WE CAN ONLY PERCEIVE WHAT WE ARE 

THE RESONANCE OF ...

I CELEBRATE ALL YOUR LABOR OF LOVE 

AND LETTING GO(-S)

THAT LET ME AND THE WORLDS 

KNOW WHO YOU TRULY ARE,

YOUR STORIES, YOUR SONGS, YOUR MUSIC, 

YOUR CREATIVITY!

ONE LOVE!!!

much Love and Peace in perfect Harmony,

Morayah

MELVIN, THE LITTLE BRINGER OF MEMORIES FROM PAST

THIS MOST PRECIOUS LITTLE BULL,

PIERCED AND ALL, 

BROUGHT BACK MEMORIES 

OF MY FIRST PET,

 A COW THAT I NAMED MONICA!

We were not farmers,

but my maternal grandparents were

and sometimes when I was too "challenging" 

I was shipped off to their farm

to help them

 I wasn't more than five and  counting 

when it started...

Sometimes I was brought there by my family, 

sometimes I was put on a buss by myself

and told where to change buss

and where to get off ...

I remember I was always scared of getting lost

and not be able to ring the buss ringer 

or even see where it was time and place to 

get off the buss. 

Everything moved by so fast 

when i looked out the window and

I was probably 

not taking many breaths during the hour or more it 

took to get there ... 

I was bored with two "old" people

who never knew how to speak with a young person,

and I guess they knew I wanted to leave.

 They had a young cow and she

"was given to me" to keep as "mine" to 

motivate me, I assume, to come and stay for a while

without being grumpy and bored.

I remember I felt special and 

I created a ritual with my grandmother 

overseeing my sacred ritual when

naming my new friend Monica!

She looked as pretty as Melvin above

and she was the cleanest cow of them all,

brushed and massaged by my small hands all day long; 

she definitely got the special treatment.

My grandparents had 

milking (manual) cows, pigs, chicken and 

many cats to keep the mouse population under control.

They also had a BIG black work horse that as soon as 

I got close tried to kick me, glaring at me with his ears back.

He was gorgeous!!,

 but treated with a rough hand

by my grandfather, so that was how he showed up too.

Sometimes I was up on his back though,

while we were working on the fields

until one day when he tried to bite my leg ...

I felt it was safer to stay out of his way ...

he could stand in his shit I remember I thought ...

While Monica grew and became ready to 

produce her milk,

I learned to make the food for the pigs

in a kettle over fire in an open fire place,

feed them and clean their fenced in habitat,

find the eggs from the roaming chicken and clean them,

clean under and behind the cows and change the hay and

feed them and get their slimy kisses.

I also took care of the baby cows when they were born.

The only way to be appreciated was to work hard

and smile and do more than what was expected.

A perfect training for a work slave without self worth,

but I had some fun in the learning.

When my queen Monica was ready

for milk production 

I was taught to hand milk her and

became rather fast and good as I remember.

The worst part with that was getting up at 4am

every morning, Winter as Summer,

and then after all the chores in the barn

I had to drink a quart of the cow warm thick milk

with flies and hay and a layer of cream covering

as the foam on a Guinness pint.

I scooped away "the foam" and then 

I held my breath and gulped it down the fastest I could.

My breakfast of the day.

I have been a lover of milk since then,

milk products of all kinds ...

and I still am.

I guess I loved it more,

 when the the milk was cold and free from the avecs of

what the straight-from-hand-milked-cow-milk provided.

I have no allergies of any kind 

except for when toxic products enter my body.  

These days one has to pay more attention

to the pastures and the food the cows and goats are given.

 Consciously Aware Farmers,

love what they are and thus

 produce Conscious and Whole Food supply

 in its original form, to the best of their ability.

WE NEED TO BE MORE CONSCIOUSLY AWARE TODAY

 AND 

NOT TRUST WHAT WE ARE TOLD TO BELIEVE

OF WHAT WE PUT INTO OUR PHYSICAL SYSTEM.

IT IS OUR PHYSICAL HEALTH AND OUR BODIES,

THUS OUR PERSONAL RESPONSIBILITY.

 I personally support producers of 

Organic Whole products/produce,

provided as nature intended;

not manipulated or treated to last longer

 or lacking its natural ingredients of fat.

BALANCED FOOD SUPPLIES 

NURTURE AND HELP THE BODY HEAL;

MANIPULATED AND TREATED FOOD SUPPLIES

MANIPULATE AND CREATE IMBALANCES IN THE BODY

WITH THEIR DISSONANT STATE OF BEING.

with Love and Peace in Harmony,

Morayah

PLUTO - SCORPIO - FULL MOON ... A COMBO OF EMOTIONAL LETTING GO ...

INCREASE IN INTENSITY

WHEN WE ARE GIVEN A FULL MOON IN SCORPIO.

THE DEEPEST CORE OF SELF

IS COMING IN AS A BUFFE' OF DELICIOUSNESS FOR 

BREAKFAST / BRUNCH/ LUNCH AND DINNER ...

Those of us who are sensitive to the shifting cycles (not all are)

can really feel when Scorpio and Pluto

 are housing the peaking of the moons ...

It makes me excited and curious 

to know what will be on the tray of nutritious soul food

 when Pluto knocks on the door to give me his kiss of death.

Most often I have created intense releasing and 

exciting lucid dreaming or 

trouble sleeping or no sleep at all  ...

Pluto has been hovering in Capricorn for 7yrs

and stirred up the pot to say the least,

for me / all other Caps around the worlds.

Amplifying the Plutonian destruction of structures 

of life perceptions.

 During the last 3 years we have had

 the 7 sacred grand crosses

in cardinal signs affecting all of our 

cardinal relatives in the Zodiac ...

I eventually surrendered to all the losses

and letting goes of everything on so many levels 

I can't even remember any of them any more ...

Trying to figure all these changes out and why

and how to fix them would just have stressed me out.

Every single month during the cycles of the moons

throughout these 7 years I worked through

the most intricate depths  of beliefs and definitions,

that I didn't even know were 

 running my life and made me choose

from fear and for survival.

How crazy is that??!??

Core Beliefs that separate and segregate,

judge and blame, shame and punish ...

But Pluto only visits every 250th year something

so I guess with this once in a lifetime transformation,

one can just be in Awe and Gratitude for wisdom gained,

forget the pain,

 and suck it up and let go and allow

something greater than us humans to show the way.

I believe that all of us of the human race have been challenged,

some have just been given a little icing on the cake.

Because we agreed to have it that way.

Totally humbling to surrender and let go of 

trying to control the perceptions of our reality that

we were taught to keep and honor by people in fear.

Our need to control our outside 

is creating pain in our bodies, 

when we resist going on a conscious journey 

of being all that we can be.

The outside 

 can't stay the same when we begin to clean up

our core system of beliefs.

People leave, Money goes, jobs disappear, clients leave ...

the foundation of our old physical Life,

Love life and Home and situation abruptly just vanish

and we stand there raw and naked

with nothing left from what used to be our life ...

It takes courage and strength to walk the walk,

which we all have, even when we think we don't!

Did I ever miss what I lost??!!

for some reason ... NEVER!!

I believe from my experience that it is the suspension 

before the losses that is the worst like 

in horror movies when you put a pillow in front of your eyes

when you don't know how and when the lightning will strike,

you just know it will.

When I stopped trying to control what could go and

 what I didn't want to let go of, 

my perception of the transitions 

calmed down right away,

like when you take a cold shower ...

The losses stopped being so dramatic.

It actually felt liberating at times

because what I lost I had not created from my own

self love and self worth any way.

All my relations and possessions  

were created by me with the help of other people's 

ideas and belief systems and definitions that 

I had made myself believe were mine and 

trusted to be the truth and only way to live and survive.

Coming back to today's Full Moon

I was kind of curious what would show up,

because there is nothing about my inner self that is the same

as before, a new me slowly but surely

integrating into my physical body ...

Sometimes 

I think I know this new me and in the same moment

the tide goes out and what I thought i knew

moves out to return with the next incoming tide 

loaded with new insights ...

Beautifully and constantly in change,

never ever the same again, moment to moment ...

I have had strong surges of creative

ideas bombarding me day and night this last week,

some new opportunities floating in but nothing

materializing as solid matter yet, still very exciting.

Friday I started having trains of thoughts 

of creative inspirations making my night sleep challenging.

Rather pleasant though having creativity

occupying my mind, instead of the negative self talk

that used to fill every corner of my thought factory,

creating worry and anxiety especially

around the deep dark waters of Scorpion energy. 

Last night I was able to sleep for a few hours,

woke up from trains of creative inspiration moving

through my mind with the speed of light.

I could not calm the frantic flow of ideas down 

so I just surrendered and 

got up and captured as much as I could

for a couple of hours and then I could fall asleep 

peacefully again ...

Going back in "time" to recall how we used to feel daily,

our stress levels ... overly happy or unhappy ...

 same stress to the physical body,

 remembering the negative self talk and how it affected us,

we know we have changed 

if we ever doubted our shifting frequencies.

Our minds are these days receiving inspiration

for us to follow,

rather than trying to figure everything out itself

to be able to survive in scarcity.

The impact of the Scorpio Full Moon 

will go on for another day or two,

an extended opportunity to let go of all 

that makes us uncomfortable

and not feeling empowered and strong 

in our creative selves.

Listen to the whispering voice of 

Your Higher Self,

Your Higher Consciousness

always guiding and assisting you in your choices.

But You need to listen to your voice within.

DREAM BIG AND 

LET YOUR IMAGINATION SOAR AND PLAY ...

NO MORE THAN 15 MIN AND 

THEN LET IT GO AND ALLOW 

YOUR HIGHER MIND WITH THE BIGGER PICTURE

TO SHOW YOU THE UNFOLDING,

WHILE YOU GO ABOUT YOUR DAY 

THE BEST WAY YOU KNOW HOW.

WE HAVE NO IDEA 

HOW THE MIRACLES CAN SHOW UP SO

WHY NOT ALLOW THE RESOLUTION TO COME TO US

RATHER THAN WE GO CHASE SOMETHING LESS

BECAUSE WE THINK WE NEED TO BE IN CONTROL

TO BE SAFE.

WHEN YOU FEEL INSPIRED

FOLLOW THIS INSPIRATION AS FAR AS IT TAKES YOU,

THEN LISTEN AGAIN FOR THE NEXT AND THE NEXT ...

LEARN TO TRUST YOUR HIGHER SELF,

THE TRUE YOU TO 

TAKE YOU ON THE BEST ADVENTURE EVER.

REMEMBER TO ACT UPON YOUR INSPIRATION 

WITHOUT(!) EXPECTATIONS!

with Love and Peace in Harmony,

Morayah

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