INCREASE IN INTENSITY
WHEN WE ARE GIVEN A FULL MOON IN SCORPIO.
THE DEEPEST CORE OF SELF
IS COMING IN AS A BUFFE' OF DELICIOUSNESS FOR
BREAKFAST / BRUNCH/ LUNCH AND DINNER ...
Those of us who are sensitive to the shifting cycles (not all are)
can really feel when Scorpio and Pluto
are housing the peaking of the moons ...
It makes me excited and curious
to know what will be on the tray of nutritious soul food
when Pluto knocks on the door to give me his kiss of death.
Most often I have created intense releasing and
exciting lucid dreaming or
trouble sleeping or no sleep at all ...
Pluto has been hovering in Capricorn for 7yrs
and stirred up the pot to say the least,
for me / all other Caps around the worlds.
Amplifying the Plutonian destruction of structures
of life perceptions.
During the last 3 years we have had
the 7 sacred grand crosses
in cardinal signs affecting all of our
cardinal relatives in the Zodiac ...
I eventually surrendered to all the losses
and letting goes of everything on so many levels
I can't even remember any of them any more ...
Trying to figure all these changes out and why
and how to fix them would just have stressed me out.
Every single month during the cycles of the moons
throughout these 7 years I worked through
the most intricate depths of beliefs and definitions,
that I didn't even know were
running my life and made me choose
from fear and for survival.
How crazy is that??!??
Core Beliefs that separate and segregate,
judge and blame, shame and punish ...
But Pluto only visits every 250th year something
so I guess with this once in a lifetime transformation,
one can just be in Awe and Gratitude for wisdom gained,
forget the pain,
and suck it up and let go and allow
something greater than us humans to show the way.
I believe that all of us of the human race have been challenged,
some have just been given a little icing on the cake.
Because we agreed to have it that way.
Totally humbling to surrender and let go of
trying to control the perceptions of our reality that
we were taught to keep and honor by people in fear.
Our need to control our outside
is creating pain in our bodies,
when we resist going on a conscious journey
of being all that we can be.
The outside
can't stay the same when we begin to clean up
our core system of beliefs.
People leave, Money goes, jobs disappear, clients leave ...
the foundation of our old physical Life,
Love life and Home and situation abruptly just vanish
and we stand there raw and naked
with nothing left from what used to be our life ...
It takes courage and strength to walk the walk,
which we all have, even when we think we don't!
Did I ever miss what I lost??!!
for some reason ... NEVER!!
I believe from my experience that it is the suspension
before the losses that is the worst like
in horror movies when you put a pillow in front of your eyes
when you don't know how and when the lightning will strike,
you just know it will.
When I stopped trying to control what could go and
what I didn't want to let go of,
my perception of the transitions
calmed down right away,
like when you take a cold shower ...
The losses stopped being so dramatic.
It actually felt liberating at times
because what I lost I had not created from my own
self love and self worth any way.
All my relations and possessions
were created by me with the help of other people's
ideas and belief systems and definitions that
I had made myself believe were mine and
trusted to be the truth and only way to live and survive.
Coming back to today's Full Moon
I was kind of curious what would show up,
because there is nothing about my inner self that is the same
as before, a new me slowly but surely
integrating into my physical body ...
Sometimes
I think I know this new me and in the same moment
the tide goes out and what I thought i knew
moves out to return with the next incoming tide
loaded with new insights ...
Beautifully and constantly in change,
never ever the same again, moment to moment ...
I have had strong surges of creative
ideas bombarding me day and night this last week,
some new opportunities floating in but nothing
materializing as solid matter yet, still very exciting.
Friday I started having trains of thoughts
of creative inspirations making my night sleep challenging.
Rather pleasant though having creativity
occupying my mind, instead of the negative self talk
that used to fill every corner of my thought factory,
creating worry and anxiety especially
around the deep dark waters of Scorpion energy.
Last night I was able to sleep for a few hours,
woke up from trains of creative inspiration moving
through my mind with the speed of light.
I could not calm the frantic flow of ideas down
so I just surrendered and
got up and captured as much as I could
for a couple of hours and then I could fall asleep
peacefully again ...
Going back in "time" to recall how we used to feel daily,
our stress levels ... overly happy or unhappy ...
same stress to the physical body,
remembering the negative self talk and how it affected us,
we know we have changed
if we ever doubted our shifting frequencies.
Our minds are these days receiving inspiration
for us to follow,
rather than trying to figure everything out itself
to be able to survive in scarcity.
The impact of the Scorpio Full Moon
will go on for another day or two,
an extended opportunity to let go of all
that makes us uncomfortable
and not feeling empowered and strong
in our creative selves.
Listen to the whispering voice of
Your Higher Self,
Your Higher Consciousness
always guiding and assisting you in your choices.
But You need to listen to your voice within.
DREAM BIG AND
LET YOUR IMAGINATION SOAR AND PLAY ...
NO MORE THAN 15 MIN AND
THEN LET IT GO AND ALLOW
YOUR HIGHER MIND WITH THE BIGGER PICTURE
TO SHOW YOU THE UNFOLDING,
WHILE YOU GO ABOUT YOUR DAY
THE BEST WAY YOU KNOW HOW.
WE HAVE NO IDEA
HOW THE MIRACLES CAN SHOW UP SO
WHY NOT ALLOW THE RESOLUTION TO COME TO US
RATHER THAN WE GO CHASE SOMETHING LESS
BECAUSE WE THINK WE NEED TO BE IN CONTROL
TO BE SAFE.
WHEN YOU FEEL INSPIRED
FOLLOW THIS INSPIRATION AS FAR AS IT TAKES YOU,
THEN LISTEN AGAIN FOR THE NEXT AND THE NEXT ...
LEARN TO TRUST YOUR HIGHER SELF,
THE TRUE YOU TO
TAKE YOU ON THE BEST ADVENTURE EVER.
REMEMBER TO ACT UPON YOUR INSPIRATION
WITHOUT(!) EXPECTATIONS!
with Love and Peace in Harmony,
Morayah
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