WHEN CORE BELIEFS AND DEFINITIONS
THAT WE HAVE LIVED BY FOR EONS
ARE REVEALED
AS ONLY AN IDEA OR BUNDLES OF IDEAS
WITHIN THE IDEA OF A PHYSICAL LIFE FORM
OUR LIVES THE WAY WE HAVE KNOWN THEM
CAN BECOME VERY CONFUSING AND CHALLENGING.
OLD PARADIGMS AND IDEAS DIE HARD ...
When our lives are ripped apart and sledge hammered down
to their plain structures and foundations,
and we discover the cracks and leaks they hold,
like in a fixer-uper gone "bad",
we realize the foundation that we've known to be real
is created from nothing but an
unstable tower of made up beliefs and definitions,
we have based our creation of life on
because we knew nothing else.
When all that we have believed to be true crumbles,
we tend to cling on to our old ways and beliefs
of logic and reasoning
with our fingertips and nails and we do not want to let go,
to be able to change our way of life,
even when we know there is no other way.
We prefer the old even though it is empty from excitement
out of fear for the unknown ...
Our safety has been so grounded and founded and
deeply invested and rooted
in our fears of survival and
in our power struggles causing conflicts,
from our needs of proving everybody wrong so we can be right
and justify our reality even if it sucks in boredom.
We have made our choices from
believing ourselves to be underdogs
trusting sub-consciously and sometimes even consciously
that the empty darkness and void within is the punishment
because
we are empty estranged vessels with no (self-) worth.
So we focus our attention on the outside,
human reflections, jobs, extensive workouts to fix the mirror;
the mirror we may perceive with pity as being in
an even more painful state of being where we are needed
to give ourselves some validation.
We have with futile efforts tried our whole lives to fix the outside
to earn our worth, through sacrificing ourselves
to be validated and hopefully accepted with "love".
We carry a belief from EGO whispering in our minds
the more we do the better we are,
a deadly cycle in physical,
that ends eventually with the physical body saying
No Thank You .... NO MORE,
and we may loose it all just because we refuse to let go ...
Our true self divine sacrifice was the agreement we made to
forget our True Selves and the Love that we are
and agree to go physical and
be born into a world of darkness and segregation and
conflicts between polarities, fighting to be right thus creating wars,
judging, blaming, feeling guilt and shame
and truly believing in an idea,
that there is nothing beyond physical form and
that we are alone and unloved.
We are bound to be proven confused
but still One with All That Is.
Because if we were not we would not exist ...
In this time of ascension
as we are beginning to remember,
thus re-member to our individual true selves,
to be able to unite as one big infinite Pearl of Wisdom of Love
when we know our own Truth again.
We are now able to use our new found true light,
the flash light we have found within to illuminate all to
be able to see all the darkness we have experienced and
learned from in our personal experiences of
earth polarities.
This new frequency we have ascended into and radiating
is displaying the idea of darkness
in all its versatility and separation, in all its shades of dark
and we are gifted opportunities to know it all from within,
as we are choosing our personal circumstances,
to be able to experience and observe and perceive
the polarities of the idea of positive-negative and
how we individually and collectively experience
our inner terrorizing darkest reactive fears in full action ...
They are displayed in abundance for us
to experience them and neutralize the last ones
in our personal realities through
perceiving them in our collective realities "from far"
where we are able to feel
the pain our fears and beliefs are acting out,
all their faces and masks and pretentious power stuggles,
sprouting from the darkest corners of
our imagined Underworlds.
Were we not surrounded, from inside out,
by unconditional Love and Light,
did we not know that this is our true essence within existence,
we would not be able to perceive any of this darkness in physical,
we would not see the contrast and
we would not be able to neutralize these contrast to
find Peace and Harmony.
Since we all have experienced the numbness,
the denials of our own responsibilities in creating our realities,
me and them beliefs defining our worlds of segregation,
to be able to have the experience of separation and survival.
We know the feelings, the pain filled suffering in fear,
the fear for being alone and lost, fear of being doing wrong,
fear for punishment, because of the illusion of being guilty ...
Since we have learned the wisdom of the dark
we also know where we still need to take back the power
we have given away out of fear
to be able have the experience of feeling helpless and hopeless.
Nobody can
really fully relate to the Darkness and the Light
within a relationship gone south,
before we stand outside with our flashlights of self love
looking in through the windows recalling
truthfully all the interactions and our own
creative responsibilities, choices and reflections
the other person has reflected back to us.
Nothing will change until we change!
When we frown in front of the mirror it frowns back,
when we smile lovingly, the mirror lovingly smiles back!
Now we are using more the eyes of our Souls,
the eyes of our Higher Infinite Selves,
so we can understand our agreements before Earth,
what we agreed to experience in our third dimensional realities ...
we know so much more about our multidimensional selves
on so many more levels of our Souls and Over Souls,
thanks to our experiences in the darkness separated
from our True Selves.
I AM
IN AWE AND GRATITUDE FOR THE WISDOM
THAT I HAVE ACQUIRED BEING LOST AND FOUND
BY MY OWN CHOICES.
with Love and Peace in Harmony,
Morayah
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