Wednesday, March 18, 2015

BODIES ARE TIRED AND HEADS ACHING AS SUN IS BURSTING OUT IN STRONG ...


AS WE ARE GOING THROUGH THIS SHIFT
IN CONSCIOUS AWARENESS,
INDIVIDUALLY AND COLLECTIVELY,
THE SUN IS ALSO ACTING UP WITH INTENSITY
BURSTING OUT IN FIERY EXPRESSIONS,
THAT AFFECTS THE ELECTRO MAGNETIC FIELDS
OF THE EARTH AND THUS OUR OWN BODIES.

We are pure energy so anything that happens,
 from our perspective, outside us in the skies
in our perception of our Universe,
 is bound to have an impact on our physical form of matter,
that is our physical bodies.
Since there is no outside,
solely our inside reflected outside us,
the changes we are embracing from inside
 are also reflected in our extended Universe,
part of our reality perception ...

Our bodies are bound to respond with physical reactions.
The ascension of our resonance,
 through changing and evolving our
 belief systems, our thoughts, emotions ...
will have an impact on our physical mechanics,
and our physical inner systems ...
We are the tuning knobs and the tuners,
All in One ...

As our focus of intention moves from
the darker fear and survival belief systems and definitions,
into a Lighter Self Loving conscious awareness ...
as we are returning Back Home to True Self
to our Divine Worthiness and our Natural Belonging
within an expanded knowing of a Greater Self,
a Truer Self. 

Imagine all these changes trying to stay within
our old rigid physical structures, 
our bodies defined by lacks and limitations,
as we have known them.

That is like trying to fit all our new technology
within the old radio technology from the beginning of 
our last century ...
Like transmitting
 All resent Musical Recordings to vinyl and 
be able to keep every intricate sound wave clear and crisp!

Imagine that and how that would come about
and how that would sound ...
All the wiring would burn and shortcuts would be imminent
all over,
and there would be no transmission of 
any sound through the stations or vinyl tracks 
because of the old limited forms of matter ...

Through all these possible/probable 
out of the blue bodily reactions of pain and fatigue,
know that there is just a renewal going on,
a recalibration taking form ...
Done best when we are out of the way and allowing
the rejuvenating work to take place and form 
while we are asleep.

We are such control freaks  and 
used to being 
micro managing, obsessive beings by nature ...
This has been our means to survive in 
the detail oriented fear/survival mode not
trusting that our bodies are healing machines 
if we just get out of the way and help where and when we can.
We need to listen and rest when we are tired, 
and responsibly exercise and hydrate our bodies 
to help the body massage itself to health.
Let go of Stress inflicting circumstances and 
Trust that All is Good and Well ...
Believe and Thy Shall See!

Exercising the muscles holding the skeleton in place,
keeps the self massaging natural skills of the body's
cleansing and clearing of itself strong and consistent,
and the recalibration of the body is less strenuous.
Pain in the body is plain and simple
our (fear) resistance to being All That We can Be!

BE IN CHARGE OF YOUR LIFE AND
FOCUS ON WHAT YOU WANT!!
NOT WHAT YOU FEAR!

TRUST AND LET GO!

with Love and Peace in Harmony,
Morayah

  

Sunday, March 15, 2015

WEEK STARTING OUT WITH URANUS -PLUTO SQUARE PEAKING MONDAY 3-16-15


MID MARCH!
AND THE LAST SQUARE ASTROLOGICALLY
BETWEEN PLUTO AND URANUS IN
CAPRICORN AND ARIES ...

A TRUE OPPORTUNITY TO SHIFT
THE WAY WE HAVE LIVED/LIVE OUR LIVES.

WE ARE FINALLY LETTING GO
 OF WHAT HAS BEEN STOPPING AND BLOCKING US 
OR HAVE MADE US PROCRASTINATE IN FEAR.

NOT BECAUSE WE HAVE BEEN LAZY OR UNWILLING,
BUT BECAUSE WE HAVE BEEN CHALLENGED
WITH SO MANY NEGATIVE PERCEPTIONS OF WAYS OF LIFE,
THE LEGACY WE TOOK OVER
AND BELIEVED WAS THE ONLY WAY TO LIVE,
TO SURVIVE, AND BE ACCEPTED.

IT WAS GIVEN TO US IN LOVE,
THE ONLY WAY PEOPLE KNEW LOVE BACK WHEN.
WE ACCEPTED THE GIFT,
BELIEVING IT WAS THE ONLY WAY TO LIVE,
EVEN THOUGH IT MIGHT NOT HAVE FELT RIGHT,
EVEN THOUGH IT DID NOT MAKE US
 FEEL FREE AND HAPPY, AND
 THAT WE HAD A LIFE ADVENTURE BEFORE US
FILLED WITH ENDLESS OPPORTUNITIES.

MAYBE FOR SOME IT WAS ALRIGHT,
BUT FOR MOST OF US LIFE FELT LIKE AN 
OBLIGATION OF HAVE TOs,
THAT WE HAD NOT DESIGNED FOR US ...

BUT WE DID CO-CREATE IT ALL!
WE JUST DID NOT KNOW WHAT IT WOULD 
BE AND FEEL LIKE TO EXPERIENCE 
FEAR AND SEGREGATION IN PHYSICAL.

ALL HAS BEEN GOOD AND WELL,
THE BIG CHALLENGE IS THAT WE BECAME
SO ADDICTED TO LIVING IN FEAR,
 SEPARATED FROM LOVE,
THAT WE NEEDED AN INTERVENTION FROM UNIVERSE,
AND FROM LIFE TO HELP SET US FREE. 

WE'VE BEEN CRYING FOR HELP!,
BUT THEN WE DID NOT LET THE HELP IN, 
BECAUSE WE WERE TOO AFRAID TO LET GO
OF THE ONLY SAFE PLACE WE'VE KNOWN,
DESPITE THE STRUGGLES WE HAVE EXPERIENCED.

WE HUMANS ARE FUNNY LIKE THAT ;-)

WE ASK FOR AND WANT SO MUCH,
BUT WE NEVER LET IT IN,
 WHEN IT KNOCKS ON THE DOOR.
WHY??!!

BECAUSE WE HAVE DEFINED THE HELP AND
BELIEVE IT HAS TO SHOW UP IN A CERTAIN WAY
FOR US TO BE ABLE TO KNOW IT IS RIGHT ...
WE HAVE SO MANY RULES AND LINE DRAWINGS
IN DETAIL HOW WE WANT OUR LIFE TO LOOK AND BE.

FOR EXAMPLE,
PICTURE A NEW PARTNER,
HOW MANY OF US HAVE A PILE OF ATTRIBUTES
THAT NEED TO BE FULFILLED,
SO WHEN THE PERFECT MATCH ARRIVES AND 
HE/SHE DOESN'T LOOK OR ACT THE WAY WE
HAVE PAINTED IT IN OUR HEADS
WE REJECT AND DON'T EVEN LOOK TWICE.
JUST AS AN EXAMPLE ...

THE LINEAR WAY,
 THAT WE HAVE BEEN TAUGHT AND KNOW IS 
A TRAP THAT MOST OF US GET CAUGHT IN ...
WE BELIEVE THAT LIFE NEEDS TO SHOW UP
IN ORDER(!) FOR US TO GET IT,
SO WE DON'T EVEN SEE WHAT IS RIGHT IN FRONT
OF OUR NOSES ...

LIFE DOESN'T HAVE TO MAKE SENSE!
RECEIVING/MAKING MONEY DOESN'T HAVE TO MAKE SENSE!
LOVE DOESN'T HAVE TO MAKE SENSE!
I DON'T HAVE TO MAKE SENSE TO YOU AND 
YOU DON'T HAVE TO MAKE SENSE TO ME!

LIBERATING OR WHAT?!?!!!

THIS MONTH OF MARCH IS 
AN OPPORTUNITY OF A MAJOR BREAK-THROUGH.

ALL THE CHALLENGES IN OUR SPECIAL AREAS
OF LIFE THEMES, 
WHETHER IT BE LOVE RELATIONS,
MONEY, HEALTH, WEALTH, WORK ...
YOU KNOW WHERE YOUR CHALLENGES
HAVE HAD THEIR FOCUS SINCE 2012.
WHERE YOU AND I HAVE CREATED THE BIG FIREWALLS, 
THAT ARE PREVENTING
US FROM EVOLVING AND EXPANDING
INTO OUR TRUE SELVES.

TAKE A SNEAK PEAK, 
WITHOUT JUDGEMENT(!),
BACK AT THE DYNAMIC OF YOUR CHILDHOOD,
THE CULTURE, RELIGION, FAMILY, FRIENDS ETC
AND HOW LIFE WAS DEFINED TO YOU,
THEN LOOK AT HOW YOU LIVE TODAY,
THEN LOOK AT HOW YOU WOULD LOVE TO LIVE
AND WHY YOU DON'T OR DO?!?

IS YOUR LIFE AS HAPPY AND FILLED WITH 
THE LOVE AND JOY YOU WOULD WANT IT TO BE?!?

ARE YOU AFRAID OF BREAKING THE LEGACY OF THE LIFE
YOU INHERITED?!?
AFRAID OF THE LOSSES AND BEING REJECTED
AND JUDGED IF YOU DO?!?

KNOW THAT 
THE ONLY PEOPLE JUDGING YOU
ARE THE ONES THAT ARE STUCK AND 
TOO AFRAID TO CHANGE!

YOU MIGHT INSPIRE THEM!!

KEEP ASKING YOURSELF
WHAT YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE TO BE TRUE 
TO STAY IN THE LIFE YOU LIVE
RATHER THAN SHIFTING INTO A NEW WAY OF LIFE.

THIS WEEK IS THE PEAK WEEK
IN A LINE OF CHANGES.
THE INTENSITY IS PLATEAUING 
FOR US TO HAVE SPACE
TO MAKE THE CHANGES WE NEED TO.
THE PLATEAU WILL STAY UNTIL
 FIRST WEEK OF APRIL

THE TWO PLANETS, 
PLUTO AND URANUS;
PLUTO DEALING WITH DEATH AND REBIRTH,
IN CAPRICORN,
 THE SIGN OF STRUCTURES AND ORDER OF THINGS,

URANUS PRESENTING TO US OUT OF THE BLUE CHANGES,
IN ARIES, THE FIRST SIGN OF THE ZODIAC,
THE SIGN OF NEW BEGINNINGS, PASSION, FIRE ...

ARIES IS THE FIRST SIGN OF THE ZODIAC, 
 #1
CAPRICORN IS THE TENTH SIGN,  
#10

****
NOTICE THE #1 IN BOTH ... ??
THE ZERO, 
REPRESENTING A COMING INTO FULL CIRCLE,
LETTING US KNOW
WE HAVE COMPLETED OUR JOURNEY AND NOW
THE NEXT CYCLE BEGINS ON A NEW LEVEL ...
****

BESIDES THE SQUARE,
WE HAVE A SUPER NEW MOON THIS WEEK ALSO
WITH!!!
A TOTAL SOLAR ECLIPSE 29 DEGREES IN PISCES.
AND 
WE HAVE SPRING EQUINOX TAIL GATING THEM
ALL HAPPENING ON THE 20TH ...
RIGHT BEFORE THE MOON AND THE SUN 
CHANGE SIGNS INTO ARIES ...

POWERFUL INTERVENTION 
OF CHANGE AND LETTING GO
OR WHAT?!?

DIG DEEP AND FIND OUT WHAT IS HOLDING YOU BACK
FROM REACHING THE STARS IN YOUR UNIVERSE.
ARE YOU JUST REACHING FOR THE MOST
CONVENIENT LIGHT BULB CHANGE
OR ARE YOU REACHING FOR THE STARS 
AND ALL THAT YOU CAN BE?!?

BOTH ARE OK AND PERFECT
IF THEY REPRESENT WHAT YOU WANT IN YOUR HEART!

DREAM BIG!
AND THEN GET OUT OF THE WAY AND LET LIFE
SHOW YOU THE WAY!
IT IS GOOD TO
LET GO OF ANY NEED TO MICRO MANAGE LIFE
AND INSTEAD LOOK AT THE BIGGER PICTURE,
HOW ALL THE PIECES FIT IN PERFECTLY IN 
EVERYBODY'S PERSONAL JIGSAW PUZZLE!

DON'T LOOK TO YOUR SURROUNDINGS FOR 
APPROVAL AND VALIDATION,
LET YOUR SELF LOVE, YOUR HEART, YOUR WORTH
SING AND BE THE GUIDES
WITH YOU ON YOUR JOURNEY,
NURTURE YOU AND FILL YOU WITH JOY.

YOU HAVE THE FREEDOM TO CHOOSE
THE LIFE THAT YOU WANT AND
TO LET GO OF THE LIFE THAT 
OTHERS MAY WANT YOU TO LIVE.

THERE IS ONLY ONE OF YOU!

ALL OTHERS ARE TAKEN SO BE 
THE ONLY ONE YOU KNOW HOW TO BE:
YOU!

... AND 
LET OTHERS BE WHO THEY WANT TO BE!

LET THEM GO THAT ARE NOT PROUD TO BE WITH YOU!

DON'T KLING ON TO PEOPLE AND JOBS
THAT MAKE YOU FEEL SMALLER THAN YOU ARE!

with Love and Peace in Harmony,
Morayah

www.santafespirit.com









Tuesday, March 10, 2015

HIGHER PERSPECTIVE/ PERCEPTION


I HAVE, AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER,
CLIMBED UPHILL WHEN
I NEEDED TO FIND PEACE WITHIN,
WHEN IN NEED TO RELEASE STRESS ...

Where I grew up we had a "mountain"
as we called it back when ...
Today I would call it a hill 
created by big boulders fused together by time.

I always felt at home and in Peace,
when I had the bigger picture
and vistas below me and was able to view 
as far as the sphere of Mother Earth allowed me to.
The longer I have lived in this physical form,
the Higher up in Altitude 
I have found my view point of life to be,
overlooking my world 
from a Bigger Picture perspective.

I have never enjoyed "ground level" housing,  
it has always made me feel closed in and compressed
to fit into a dungeon of chaos,
 made up of my perceived stressful details of life, 
trying to micro manage everything,
to be in control ...

Since I left my root family home,
I have not lived on ground floor level ever,
 except for a couple of times in the Rockies ...
Slightly different since we're higher up 
than most places anyway.
But still, 
both these times I experienced all the painful,
diminishing details of my perceived childhood.
We always experience our home
from the perspective we need
to be able to have the experiences we are seeking
to perceive the consequences of 
what we trust to be true.

When I look back, in retrospect, 
I realize that I have lived on the Highest Peak
of every town/city (frequency) I have ever experienced
and never below second floor.
I used to curse it because I have always travelled
by bicycle, Winter as well as Rainy Summers.
To get home I always had the wind in my face
and endless uphill pedaling in snow, ice and rain ...
an obvious metaphor for my Life experiences in general.
On Rare occasions 
there was no wind, plain bright and caressing sunshine.
Total bliss and pleasure without working hard to get home.
Moments of Rest I gave myself to enjoy.

I ALWAYS BELIEVED THAT MY LIFE 
WAS AN UPHILL STRUGGLE WITHOUT REWARDS,
WITHOUT RELIEF
ALWAYS TRYING(!) TO FIX IT! 

I never gave up and took the buss or a cab 
except for once or twice when the temperature
was -35C or colder and the chain on the bike wouldn't move
and the pedals did not turn without the risk of breaking.
But what always motivated me was the home coming,
and the restful Peace and Sleep that awaited ...
the ability to close my door around me and 
shut out the buzz and chaos
of physical life and the intensity of 
my perceived reflections.

I did not understand inclusiveness at the time,
 and that all was a reflection of my inner State of Being.
I did not understand that my exhaustion derived
from my "uncanny" efforts to figure out my next step
to fix the outside so it would become peaceful ... 

I believed that this was my duty to
figure out How to fix any unhappiness outside me,
 to survive and hopefully not be reprimanded:
A wounded child's efforts to paint over and fix
and bandaid what seemed to be my responsibility 
and thus in need of my nursing care ...
children are living and breathing and believing
they are responsible for 
all the perceived chaos around them.  
  
In my physical efforts and challenges 
trying(!) to fit in
and be accepted and hopefully liked,
I wish I would have listened more within 
instead of 
spending my time micro managing the details 
 of my outside life, in an effort to survive and 
not be judged and criticized and at the same time
trying to make myself needed and irreplaceable,
a sign of ego importance to give myself some worth.

MARK the use of the word TRYING ...
when we decide to TRY we include the probable failure 
this word includes,
because we don't really believe we will succeed.

All due to the diminishing lack of self worth 
our past experiences have reinforced within,
 the definition we keep of ourselves close to heart.
We Trust In our Lacks,
 rather than our Abundance!

We create a consistent debt from believing in our guilt,
and thus keep a belief that we have to pay back 
and always
EARN OUR RIGHT TO SURVIVE
and thus we overdo our work load to be validated.
We believe we have to 
love more, be more, work more, look better, fit in, 
learn more, have more letters certifying and validating us etc ...
We Trust in the Biggest Lie created:
"I will never be Good Enough to be accepted and let in!"

Believing in this definition 
BLOCKS OUT THE ABUNDANCE OF LOVE
that we are infinitely made of.
WE DON'T ALLOW OURSELVES TO SUCCEED!

"I AM TRYING!"
IS THE MOST POWERFUL STATEMENT
FOR KNOWING "I WILL FAIL!" ON SOME LEVEL!

TO JUSTIFY THE FAILURE WE GIVE OURSELVES
TINY REWARDS TO BANDAID THE LACK OF 
ULTIMATE ETERNAL SUCCESS!

OUR LANGUAGE REFLECTS OUR STATE OF BEING!

LISTEN TO YOUR WORDS
HOW YOU COMMUNICATE TO OTHERS AND 
THE MONKEY MIND CHIT-CHAT,
 THAT IS THE BLAH-BLAHs 
THAT KEEP YOU AWAKE AT NIGHT
PAINTING UP THE "WORST CASE SCENARIO"
BASED ON LIES CREATED FROM FEAR OF SURVIVAL
AND NOT BEING LOVED.

THEY WILL TELL ON YOUR STATE OF BEING!

BAN THE WORD TRY!!!!
TRYING IS LYING! 

AND PAY ATTENTION TO,
 WHEN IT WANTS TO BE HEARD, AND 
WHEN YOU HAVE TO REWRITE
YOUR LANGUAGE TO BE ABLE TO SPEAK YOUR TRUTH!

OUR PHYSICAL MINDS / BRAINS ARE NOT CREATED TO 
MICROMANAGE OUR REALITY OUTSIDE; 
THEY ARE CREATED TO RECEIVE INFORMATION 
FROM OUR HIGHER MIND,
AND PERCEIVE OUR REALITIES AS CLEAR REFLECTIONS 
FROM THE RESONANCE OF OUR STATE OF BEING
CREATED FROM WHAT WE BELIEVE TO BE TRUE.

BELIEVE IN THE INNER VOICE OF YOUR HEART!
IT GUIDES YOU IN FINDING YOU, 
THE TRUE YOU!,
AND IN DETACHING 
THE LABELS YOU WERE GIVEN OR 
THE LABELS YOU GAVE YOURSELF 
TO JUSTIFY YOUR LIFE IN FEAR.

YOU ARE LOVE INCARNATE ON EARTH
TRANSFORMING DARKNESS INTO LIGHT!

BE YOU!!!
EVERYBODY ELSE IS TAKEN!

with Love and Peace in Harmony,
Morayah

You can also visit my site:
www.santafespirit.com




Sunday, March 8, 2015

CELEBRATION OF THE INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY


I WOULD LIKE TO PROMOTE 
A CELEBRATION
FOR THIS DAY TO EXTEND BEYOND ONE DAY /YEAR
TO AN EVERY DAY CELEBRATION ...

WITHOUT THE FEMININE THERE 
WOULD BE NO BIRTH OF NEW CREATIVE LIFE ...
NO EXISTENCE, NO LIFE, NO EXPERIENCES
ON ALL LEVELS,
SEEN OR UNSEEN
WE WOULD SIMPLY NOT BE! 

THE FEMININE REPRESENTS,
(BOTH WITHIN THE FEMININE AND MASCULINE) ...
THE RECEIVING ASPECT
THE GIFTING ASPECT
THE LIFE GIVING ASPECT/
THE BIRTHING ASPECT
EMBRACING AND NURTURING AND SHARING
THE WISDOM OF
THE DARKNESS AND THE LIGHT AS EQUALS
WITHIN ALL THAT IS  WITHIN EXISTENCE.

SHE IS
THE MOTHERING AND
THE CREATIVE ASPECT,
 EQUALLY LOVING 
TOWARDS BOTH SIDES OF POLARITIES;

SHE IS 
STANDING STRONG AND POWERFUL 
IN THE CENTER, 
IN PERFECT HARMONY WITH ALL
OVERSEEING ALL OF CREATION.

SHE IS 
THE MOTHER, THE DAUGHTER, 
THE CRONE
KNOWING THE SACRED IMPORTANCE 
OF KNOWING ALL OF SELF TO BE ABLE TO EVOLVE
TO GROW AND EXPAND BEYOND ...

WHEN SHE,
THE CRONE / MOTHER / DAUGHTER
 IS ALLOWING HERSELF TO BE SEEN AND HEARD
AND ALLOWING HERSELF TO TELL HER STORIES
WITH NO SHAME, NOR GUILT ... 
SHE WILL INSPIRE AND HUMBLY EXPRESS  
HER DEEPEST EXPERIENCES OF DARKNESS 
WITHOUT JUDGEMENT,
BUT WITH PASSION AND LOVE 
SHARE HER EXCITING STORIES ABOUT
THE LIGHT THAT IS PREVAILING
WITHIN THE TUNNEL OF DARKNESS.

SHE DOES THIS THROUGH YOU AND I!

SHE WILL TELL ABOUT 
THE WISDOM SHE HAS FOUND ABOUT HERSELF
WITHIN THE IDEA(!)  AND  THE GIFTS(!) EXPERIENCED 
THROUGH FEELING/BEING 
SEPARATED AND LOST AND FORGOTTEN,
EXCLUSIVELY EXPERIENCING FEAR AND SURVIVAL.
SHE WILL TELL HER TRUE STORY 
FROM ALL PERSPECTIVES OF EXISTENCE.

THAT IS WHY YOUR STORY,
AND MY STORY ARE SO IMPORTANT;
THE MATRIX SPEAKS THROUGH ALL OF US
GUIDING OUR SISTERS AND BROTHERS,  
SOUL FAMILIES,
BACK INTO 
THE LOVE AND LIGHT OF 
THE MATRIX' NURTURING BOSOM.

THIS IS WHY WE ARE HERE ON EARTH
TO EXPRESS AND SHOW UP IN OUR OWN TRUTH,
OUR TRUE SELF EXPRESSION!

THIS IS WHY, I BELIEVE, 
 IT IS PIVOTAL THAT
WE SEEK AND FIND OUT WHO WE TRULY ARE 
SO WE CAN RE-ALIGN AND UNITE,
AND LET GO OF THE BELIEFS, 
THAT WE NEED  
TO SPEAK WITH THE SAME TONGUES THAT
 OTHER PEOPLE DO;
THE BELIEFS THAT WE ARE FOLLOWERS AND
NEED TO OBEY BY THE WAYS OF WHAT HAS BEEN.

IF WE LOOK AROUND US ...
THE OLD WAYS ARE NOT WORKING 
THAT HARMONIOUSLY TOGETHER ...
WE NEED TO FIND OUR OWN GRACE AND GLORY 
SO WE CAN SHINE BRIGHT AND BEAUTIFUL,
WITHIN THE CREATION OF ALL THAT IS,
AND BE HAPPY AND FLOURISHING IN SUCCESS
IN PEACE AND HARMONY WITHIN.

BE INSPIRED AND INSPIRE!
THAT IS YOUR LIGHT!

 SHE, THE MATRIX,
 GAVE BIRTH TO ALL OF EXISTENCE
AND SHE LOVES YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU
UNCONDITIONALLY(!) 
AND SHE WANTS ALL HER "CHILDREN"
TO HAVE ALL THAT WE NEED AND WANT
AS WE ARE BORN FROM HER WOMB
AND CARED FOR INCLUSIVELY AND EQUALLY.

WE ARE ON A JOURNEY TO FIND AND REMEMBER
THE FEMININE WITHIN ALL THAT IS AGAIN,
WITHIN OURSELVES,
 INDIVIDUALLY AND COLLECTIVELY
TO MERGE INTO ONENESS
WITH ALL THE THE BEAUTY AND VERSATILITY 
THAT WE ARE.

with Love and Peace in Harmony,
Morayah




Friday, March 6, 2015

BEING A WORRY WART AND LIVING ANXIOUSLY IN FEAR OF .... WHAT IF???


I INHERITED A LEGACY
OF THE WORRY WART SYNDROME
AND IT HAS BEEN MY GUIDE TO UNDERSTAND
MYSELF ON SO MANY LEVELS OF 
LACKS OF SELF WORTH AND SELF LOVE.
IT HAS BEEN MY PLACE OF ESCAPE (FAMILIARITY)
THROUGHOUT MY LIFE EXPERIENCES ...
THE PLACE WHERE FEAR
 HAS BEEN THE PREVAILING FEELING
CHOKING ANY DREAMS AND DESIRES OF PASSION.

WHEN WE GIVE AWAY OUR POWER 
TO BELIEF SYSTEMS THAT OUR PHYSICAL REALITY
IS THE ONLY EXISTING REALITY THERE IS
LIFE BECOMES TRULY SCARY ...

WE HAVE ALL INHERITED DIFFERENT WAYS 
AND PLACES TO GO TO, 
WHEN OUR SURVIVAL FEELS THREATENED 
AND FEAR OF DESTRUCTION AND PUNISHMENT AWAITS,
IN OUR MONKEY MIND THAT IS!!

MY WORRIES AND ANXIETY
HAS BEEN A TRUE GIFT TO 
OPEN UP THE PANDORA'S BOX OF MY SOUL PURPOSE,
UNCOMFORTABLE??,
YESSSS!!!
AND STILL IS WHEN IT RANDOMLY, 
OUT OF THE BLUE,
 STRIKES LIKE A LIGHTNING AGAIN.

I HAVE LEARNED SKILLS TO WORK MYSELF 
OUT OF THE SWAMP, THAT IT REPRESENTS TO ME.
I HAVE DISCOVERED THAT
I ALWAYS FIND MYSELF IN AND IMAGINED FUTURE
LOST IN NOT KNOWING AND FEARING 
WHAT WILL HAPPEN, WHEN MY WORST CASE SCENARIO, 
WILL SHOW UP AND KNOCK ON THE DOOR.
ALWAYS IN FEAR OF BEING PUNISHED
BECAUSE I AM GUILTY OF SOMETHING
THAT I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT IT IS ...
I CALL IT THE DAMNED IF I DO,
DAMNED IF I DON'T SYNDROME ...
HOWEVER I CREATE I WILL ALWAYS 
END UP BEING PUNISHED ONE WAY OR THE OTHER.
HUMOROUS! WHEN WE SEE IT FROM THE OUTSIDE?!?

LEAVING THE NOW! 
FOR AN (IMAGINED, LINEAR) FUTURE
ALWAYS CREATES A REALITY THAT IS THREATENING!
IN ONE WAY OR THE OTHER, ONE OF FAILURE
AND WE STOP SEEING THE BEAUTY AND WONDERS
OF THE ABUNDANCE WHAT WE HAVE CREATED
IT JUST SEEMS PLAIN UGLY AND SCARY.

GRATITUDE!
NO MATTER WHAT THE PHYSICAL CIRCUMSTANCES ARE!!

ALWAYS SEEK TO FIND THE GRATITUDE WITHIN!
THE REALITY WE HAVE CREATED IS A GIFT FOR US
TO ILLUMINATE WHAT STOLEN BELIEF SYSTEMS 
HAVE TAKEN US TO THE CREATED REALITY,
THAT WE EXPERIENCE EMOTIONALLY AND 
FIND OURSELVES REACTING WITH SUCH DRAMA TO; 
NEGATIVE OR POSITIVE.

WHEN WE HAVE NEUTRALIZED OUR REACTIONS,
WE CAN CHOOSE
WHICH EVER SIDE WE FEEL LIKE EXPERIENCING
WITHOUT JUDGEMENT.

I ALWAYS NEED TO TAKE A STEP BACK TO BE ABLE TO  
LOOK AT THE REALITY I HAVE CREATED
FROM A NEUTRAL SPECTATOR VIEWPOINT.
(not always easy in the beginning but practice makes good)

WHEN WE ARE OUT-OF-TUNE
WE NEED TO FIND A TUNER AND 
TURN THE TUNING KNOB UNTIL WE ARE IN HARMONY
WITH THE FREQUENCY OF 
OUR TRUE SELF STATION ... 
WE TUNE OURSELVES UP TO HIGHER FREQUENCIES, AND
WE ARE ABLE TO STEP OUT OF THE SWAMPS OF THE DARKNESS,
TO BE ABLE TO PERCEIVE A 360 VIEW 
OF THE CIRCUMSTANCES THAT ARE CHALLENGING US.

WE EXTEND OURSELVES BEYOND THE EXPERIENCE,
LIKE THE GIRAFFE,
AND ALLOW OURSELVES TO TRULY PERCEIVE THE TRUTH
FROM A PERSPECTIVE OF THE BIGGER PICTURE.

// If we choose to dive into the swamps
 we drown ourselves in the darkness and 
in the details and lose the bigger picture.
The same way we can't perceive clearly 
a relationship "gone south," 
when we are still wrapped up by it.
Not until we are on the outside "looking in"
can we understand the dynamics of the whole package
and why we suffered from heart aches,
+
and we cannot see clearly
 until we stop!!! 
pointing fingers and blaming the other party.

STOP!! 
blaming the physical outside!!
it is just reflecting our own resonance to us
and what we believe to be true 
about ourselves and our worth. 

plain physics:
what we put out will return ...
bumerang effect//

THIS IS HOW I GO ABOUT MYSELF:

I ASK MYSELF ...
WHAT THE DEFINITIONS ARE THAT I HAVE LABELLED,
WHAT I AM EXPERIENCING AND 
WHAT THE DIFFERENT ASPECTS IN MY REALITY ARE
THAT MAKE ME REACT 
WITH THE AMOUNT OF FEAR AND ANXIETY 
THAT I DO.

THEN I USE MY GRATITUDE 
TO BE ABLE TO ASCEND INTO 
A MORE HARMONIOUS STATE OF BEING RESONATING
 WITH MY HIGHER MIND,  MY TRUE SELF
TO FIND WHAT I BELIEVE TO BE TRUE TO
CREATE THE RESONANCE OF THE EXPERIENCE
I AM HAVING.

IF I DON'T FIND ANYTHING WORTH REVIEWING,
THAT I BELIEVE TO BE TRUE ...
I TRAVEL BACK INTO "MY PAST" TO VIEW
THE RELATIONSHIP/ PHYSICAL LIFE DYNAMICS,
(beliefs, feelings, rules, judgements, chaos, drama,
how I experienced myself being treated and supported and
any other useful perception etc) 
THAT I GREW UP LEARNING FROM 
HOW TO LABEL AND DEFINE LIFE AND
MY (INHERITED) FEARS
 AROUND SURVIVAL AND BEING LOVABLE.
SAME, SAME, BUT DIFFERENT ...
THE SAME SHADOW SIDE OF LACKS OF SELF WORTH
ARE REFLECTED THROUGH 
LOVE,
MONEY,
HEALTH.

WE GIVE AWAY OUR POWER AND END UP DEPLETED,
WHEN WE BELIEVE THAT
OUR PHYSICAL REALITY IS 
THE ONLY EXISTING REALITY.
WHERE PHYSICAL REALITY ENDS THERE IS NOTHING ...

WE END UP EXHAUSTED 
WHEN WE SPEND OUR LIVES 
TRYING TO MICROMANAGE AND BE IN CONTROL,
TRYING TO FIGURE OUT AND CLEAN UP AND 
FIX OUR OUTSIDE (MIRRORS) ...
INSTEAD OF OWNING ALL THAT WE PERCEIVE
AS GIFTS TO HELP US COMPLETE OUR SOUL AGREEMENTS.

I BELIEVE THAT WE AGREE, 
BEFORE ENTERING OUR PHYSICAL LIFE EXPERIENCES, 
ON THEMES (SOUL) TO EXPLORE AND LEARN FROM.
THE EXPERIENCES WE ARE HAVING
ARE SOLELY THE WAY WE OURSELVES
CHOOSE TO CREATE OUR REALITIES TO LEARN FROM.

WHEN WE POINT FINGER,
THERE ARE ALWAYS THREE!! FINGERS POINTING BACK
AT OURSELVES.

THERE IS NO OUTSIDE!
ONLY OURSELVES REFLECTED ...

THE LIGHTER AND BRIGHTER WE ARE
THE CLEARER THE MIRRORS ...
JUST SHOWING US WHAT WE ARE NOT
VERSUS WHAT WE ARE ...
WHERE WE ARE ALIGNED OR OUT OF ALIGNMENT.

THERE ARE TWO ENDS TO A POLE
OR THERE WOULD BE NO POLE ...

LIFE IS NEVER EVER JUDGING WHAT WE ARE 
MASTER CREATORS OF,
JUST SIMPLY PROVIDING, WHAT WE NEED TO REVEAL
TO OURSELVES ABOUT OURSELVES.
WE CHOOSE WHAT WE USE,
 FOR OUR HIGHEST GOOD.

WE ARE ALWAYS LOVED UNCONDITIONALLY!
JUST BECAUSE WE ARE ...
NOT BECAUSE OF WHAT WE DO!

YOU ARE WORTHY TO
BE FREE IN 

PEACE AND HARMONY,
MORAYAH

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Tuesday, March 3, 2015

BELIEVING IN OUR DREAMS


CHANGE IS CONSISTENT,
A FACT THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE.
EVERY EXPERIENCE THAT WE ENCOUNTER
IS ALWAYS SLIGHTLY DIFFERENT. 
NOTHING WILL EVER BE EXACTLY THE SAME!
 SOMETIMES WE CHOOSE TO TAKE A LEAP AND
WE CAN SEE/PERCEIVE HUGE CHANGES HAPPENING.

BELIEVING IS THE COMMUNICATION
through resonance, within our individual universes,
that is sending messages to our unseen worlds (selves)
to help us co-create our desired experiences in physical.
The first that will manifest is the blocking resonance!
 That which we need to experience and perceive 
to become aware of what is holding us back, 
so we can let it all go, 
and then in our own divine timing
our imagined dreams and beyond will manifest.
Our realities reflect 
the resonance of the belief systems we are keepers of.

WHAT WE WANT 
USUALLY COMES IN A DIFFERENT PACKAGE 
than we anticipate,
always beyond our expectations, if we let the unfolding flow,
and not try to control it.
We need to get out of the way
and allow life to show us the way.
So keep dreaming and keep your imagination alive, 
 but then get out of the way
for the manifestation to take place.
It is the resonance of our dreams that is the communicator,
not the physical details of our dreams.

KEEP DREAMING!
AND STAY ALIVE AND VIBRANT!

AND KNOW THAT WHAT SEEMS LIKE A FAILURE
IS ACTUALLY A GREAT GIFT REVEALING
SOMETHING TO US THAT 
DOESN'T HOLD THE SAME RESONANCE 
AS OUR DREAMS COME TRUE HOLD.

WE CAN'T SUCCEED 
IF WE STILL BELIEVE IN FAILURE 
AND LACK OF SELF WORTH!
WE CAN'T FULLY SUCCEED 
IF WE DOUBT OURSELVES AND OUR WORTH!
SO ALL THAT SEEMS LIKE FAILURES 
ARE SIMPLY WHAT IS IN OUR WAY OF SUCCEEDING.

IF WE FIND OURSELVES 
STILL IN THE SAME CREATION
 THAT WE KNOW TOO WELL
BUT WE RELATE TO IT DIFFERENTLY
WE ARE CHANGED!

WORRY AND ANXIETY 
KEEP US STUCK IN THE OLD.

BE GRATEFUL FOR ALL EXPERIENCES
BECAUSE THEY ARE ALL HELPING US SEE
WHERE WE ARE NOT LETTING GO!

WHEN THERE IS A WORST CASE SCENARIO OF
WHAT IF ...
THERE IS ALWAYS A BEST CASE SCENARIO OF
WHAT IF ...
WE HAVE THE FREEDOM TO CHOOSE 
WHICH ONE WE PREFER ...

KEEP DREAMING AND STAY GRATEFUL
THROUGHOUT EVERY EXPERIENCE ...

with Love and Peace in Harmony,
Morayah

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